Sorry, But I Love Your Boyfriend 13
Title : Sorry, But I Love Your
Boyfriend
Length : 13/?
Rating : PG-13
Pairing : HaeHyuk / SiHyuk
Disclaimer : I just own this fail fic kekekeke~
Summary : Donghae fall in love with Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk is Siwon's boyfriend who enemy of Donghae's group because he is a school's brat.
Warning : Grammar fail and typo maybe >< i'm sorry, and maybe mpreg in the future.
Siwon placed Eunhyuk on his bed. He fell asleep on their way to his house. Before he fell asleep, Eunhyuk couldn't stop his cry and his sob. Siwon didn't asked anything. He never asked anything when Eunhyuk being like that, he understand very well about his boyfriend. If he wants to tell him why he cry, he'll tell him. But if he doesn't, he won't. So Siwon never asked. Besides, this time, Siwon already knew why he cried.
Siwon sit on Eunhyuk's bed. Watching his boyfriend sleep. He can see that Eunhyuk's face showing sadness, and pain. It makes his heart squeezed. He saw Eunhyuk like this once, when he crying over him because he had a boyfriend. He looked so broken that time and it made Siwon guilty enough and sad in the same time. But Siwon know deep down in his heart that this time, Eunhyuk looked way more broken than before.
Siwon takes a deep breath and sighed heavily. He caressed Eunhyuk's hair that covered his forehead. He keep staring at his face and he realized that even he knew that Eunhyuk was cheated on him, he can't stop loving Eunhyuk. Maybe he's stupid, but he can't. He still loves Eunhyuk no matter what.
Maybe he's selfish to keep Eunhyuk for himself when he knows Eunhyuk loves someone else. It's just because he loves Eunhyuk so much.
He leaning closer to kiss Eunhyuk's forehead when suddenly he mumbled in his sleep.
"Hae..." Siwon stopped his move. He just staring at his face in shock.
Eunhyuk still sleeping, but he's crying in his sleep. He keep calling his name.
"Donghae... H-haee..." He cried and even his tears start to fall from his closed eyes.
Siwon close his eyes and feel that everytime Eunhyuk called his name, it feels like a knife that can't stop stabbing his heart.
"Donghae..."
Siwon move closer and wrapped his arm around Eunhyuk's body. He pulled him into a hug and Eunhyuk immediately embraced his waist with his arms. He buried his face on Siwon's chest. "Sssh, Hyukkie. I'm here..."
"Hae..." His cry slowly disappear and he started to fall asleep again.
Hyukkie...
•••
Donghae is hurt. Hurt so bad. He can't get Eunhyuk out of his mind. He clenched his fist when he saw Eunhyuk hugged by Siwon after their conversation on the school rooftop. He just can looked at it from afar. He really wanted to take Eunhyuk from Siwon and runaway together. But he couldn't do that. Not when Eunhyuk himself, didn't want to do that.
He feel pain all over his body. He doesn't have any strength for smile or even live his life. He just laying on his bed and staring blankly at his ceiling. Tears slowly falling from his eyes. He still can't accept the fact that Eunhyuk really over him. He's okay if Eunhyuk tell him that he can't broke up with Siwon. But he's totally not okay when Eunhyuk asked him to leave him and over this. He can't.
This is called, "too much loving someone can kill yourself." Because he really want to kill himself now.
He wiped his tears but it replaced soon with another tears. He feel liveless. His apartment is empty, just like his heart. He live alone in this apartment because his parents still in Mokpo, his hometown. He knows that if he try to harm himself, there's no one will stop him to do so. He's alone.
Donghae feels so empty. He never feel this way. Even for walk to the kitchen and take a knife to hurt himself, he doesn't have any strength. Maybe just stay like that forever will help him to kill himself slowly, he thought.
2 Days passed and Donghae still do nothing. Since that day, he only laying on his bed and sometimes he even crying to himself for being left by Eunhyuk and for being so pathetic like this. He hugged his pillow so tight and cried. That's what he does everyday. He doesn't even mind to eat. He never feel hungry even for a second. He looked like a corpse.
He was just staring blankly to the wall beside him when suddenly his phone ringing. He sighed heavily and strecthed his arm to take the cellphone on his bedside table.
He looked at the caller Identity. It's Eeteuk.
Donghae answered the call, "hemmm?" He mumbled. Not even have a strength to say something longer.
"Donghae? Where are you? It's been 2 days you didn't come to school. What happened?" Eeteuk asked. "I went to your apartment yesterday, but looked like you're not at home."
Donghae remember that yesterday someone knocked his door's house but Donghae didn't want to meet someone so he didn't bother to open the door.
Donghae just sighed and blink his eyes weakly.
"Donghae? Are you there? Where are you?" Eeteuk asked again.
Donghae sighed, "hell." He answered in a very low voice. More like a whisper.
Eeteuk sounds surprise, "mwo?! Donghae, jinjjayo! Where are you?! What happened?" Eeteuk became panic now.
"Hell, hyung." He said again with tears slowly falling from his eyes.
"Donghae-ah! You scared me! What happened to you?" Eeteuk asked again. He sounds so panic. He really care about Donghae because Donghae just like his own brother for him. He's the one who promised Donghae's parent that he'll take a good care of him when Donghae decided to move from Mokpo to Seoul.
"Die." Donghae whispered again. He really doesn't have any strength to say something longer than that. That's even make Eeteuk more scared.
Eeteuk widened his eyes, "YAH!!! Donghae! What do you mean? Are you trying to kill yourself?!!" Eeteuk screamed loudly.
"Yes..." Donghae answered again in a weak voice.
"Yah Donghae!!! Don't be stupid! What exactly happen to you?!" Donghae blink a tears again and he can hear his hyung became panic now.
Donghae just sighed and now he's crying again. He started to sob. He immediately shut his phone and throw it to the floor. He hugged his pillow and buried his face there. He looked so broken. He's crying and crying when suddenly the flash of Eunhyuk's gummy smile crossed his mind.
"Hyukkie..."
•••
"YAH!!! Donghae! What do you mean? Are you trying to kill yourself?!!"
Eunhyuk stiffened when he heard that all of sudden. He's in the canteen with Siwon and his friends like usual, and suddenly he heard Eeteuk shouted.
"Yah Donghae!!! Don't be stupid! What exactly happen to you?!" Eeteuk shouted again.
Eunhyuk can't help but turned his head around to see Eeteuk that looked really panic on his seat not so far behind him. He's shouting to people on the phone that he's sure it's no other than Lee Donghae.
Eeteuk looked really panic and his friends staring at him anxiously.
"Damn, he hung up!" Eeteuk said angrily.
"What happened?" Heechul asked anxiously. He looked panic too just like Eeteuk.
"I don't know! He keep saying he's in hell and die. I think he's going to commit suicide." Eeteuk said frustratedly and he hold both sides of his head with his hand. "What should we do? He's alone at his apartment! There's no one will stop him from doing anything stupid!"
"Just let's go to his apartment!" Heechul shouted panicly and about to stand up when Kangin finally spoke up.
"We can't, Heechul hyung. You know that it's not easy to go out from this school during the school time. We're not allowed. We should have a permission first and it's not easy to get. Besides, you two are in your senior year, you are having try out in a minute, aren't you?" Kangin said to Heechul and Eeteuk. The two of them sighed frustratedly because Kangin is right. There's try out for upcoming final exam just in a minute, they can't leave school. Heechul sit back frustratedly.
"Seriously! What should we do? I can't even think straight right now!" Eeteuk ruffled his hair harshly until it messed enough and he looked like a crazy person.
"Nothing we can do except wait until school's end." Kyuhyun spoke up with lack of expression.
"Shit. I'm so scared something bad happened to him. He sounded so sad and he even cried, I assumed." Eeteuk told his friend then his friends started to more worry than before.
Kyuhyun sighed heavily and looked as anxious as his hyungs, "calm down, hyung. He's gone for 2 days and he's still alive. Let's just pray that he won't do anything stupid yet."
Then Eeteuk, Kangin and Heechul couldn't agree more. They nodded and sighed heavily on his seat.
Kyuhyun realized that someone is staring at them and he turned his gaze. Then he found Eunhyuk is staring at them.
Eunhyuk immediately turned around when Kyuhyun caught him staring. His heart is beating so fast. He doesn't want to believe what he heard. But deep down in his heart, he knew that it's true. Donghae didn't go to school for 2 days since that day and now he know what happened to him. He can't help but feel guilty. It's all because of him.
Eunhyuk staring blankly at the plate in front of him. He's worry about Donghae. If Donghae do anything stupid to himself, Eunhyuk will never forgive himself.
"Hyukkie..." Siwon called him slowly when he saw his boyfriend acting weird. "What's up, baby?"
For Eunhyuk's lucky, Siwon was busy playing 'BINGO' with Shindong that time. So he didn't hear what Eeteuk and his friends discussed.
Eunhyuk looked up, "Nothing. I'm fine." Siwon sighed heavily at the answer.
He's really frustrated these days. Eunhyuk always acting like a mute person these days and he always said that he's fine. So it's not the first time he saw Eunhyuk act weird too.
"I love you, Hyukkie." Siwon said all of sudden. He leaned closer to Eunhyuk and gave him peck on the lips.
Eunhyuk stiffened on his seat. He know that there's a lot of meaning in those 3 words and that kiss. It means, "I love you and I want you to know if you feeling not fine I will always be here for you to make you feel better."
The bell finally rang. All of student started to go out of the canteen and walk towards their own class.
"Come on, Hyukkie." Siwon said to his boyfriend that still sitting there.
Eunhyuk sighed, "you go first. I wanna go to the toilet first. See you later." Then Eunhyuk stood up and walking towards the toilet.
Siwon just stand there and staring at his boyfriend's back with confused. He sighed and just let him be. Then he go to his class.
On the other hand, Eunhyuk actually didn't go to the toilet. He go to the student administration to ask Donghae's address. Of course it's not easy for everyone to get someone's address just like that, the staff won't give it because it's someone's privacy. But he's Siwon's boyfriend and the entire school knows it. Even the staff. So when Eunhyuk asked them once, they immediately gave it.
•••
Eunhyuk stand in front of Donghae' s apartment and he took a deep breath before finally knock the door.
But there's no one open the door. There's no sound either from inside the apartment. Eunhyuk started to become more worry. He knocked again. Harder and louder. But there's nothing happen too.
He's scared.
"Donghae!!" He knocked the door and calling his name. He hopes Donghe hear his voice and he'll open the door.
"Donghae, it's me! Open the door!" He called again. But there's still nothing happen. The door still closed.
He feel so hopeless. He lower his hand and looked down on his feet sadly. Donghae, please open the door...
Suddenly Eunhyuk heard a sound from inside.
•••
Donghae keep laying lifeless on his bed. He still do nothing. He can't get Eunhyuk out of his mind. He can't imagine his future life without Eunhyuk. It makes him cry.
Suddenly he hear there's someone knocked the door. But Donghae didn't care. He's sure it's Eeteuk hyung. He didn't bother to answer or open the door. He doesn't care.
But it doesn't stop. He keep knocking on the door and Donghae started to feel mad towards his hyung. He covered his ear with his pillow.
"Donghae!!!"
Donghae stiffened.
He must be really crazy. Not just he can't get Eunhyuk's face out of his mind, now he hear Eunhyuk's voice calling his name. He must be really crazy.
""Donghae, it's me! Open the door!"
No, he's not crazy. Eunhyuk is knocking on his door and calling his name.
He immediately stood up and not even bother to fix himself. He walk towards the door and takes a deep breath.
Then he opened the door.
There. Eunhyuk is in front of him. Staring at him with his beautiful eyes.
He stepped backwards in disbelief while Eunhyuk slowly step forward, get inside Donghae's apartment. He closed the door behind him while his eyes observing Donghae.
Donghae is in a mess. Puffy and red eyes, his face is damp, his hair is messy, he looked like a poor man on the street. He looked like he didn't sleep for a week. His heart is so broken at the sight. He caused this.
They are staring at each other for a minute. They assuring themselves that someone they love is in front of them finally. They really missed each other.
Donghae can't believe that finally the one that he really dying to see, now is in front of him. He can't help but move closer and hugged him so tight. So tight like he never want to let go.
Eunhyuk just stand there, not hug him back while Donghae buried his face on the crook of Eunhyuk's neck and he's crying.
He tighten his hug and keep crying. He really miss Eunhyuk. He want to be with Eunhyuk forever. He can't live without Eunhyuk.
Eunhyuk's tears started to fall too. He can't lie that actually he miss Donghae so fucking much. He can't get Donghae out of his mind these days. He really want to kiss Donghae right now. He misses Donghae so much.
"I don't want to live..." Donghae whisper in the middle of his sob. "I don't want to live if it's without you..." He keep crying and he tighten his hug again if it's possible.
Eunhyuk found it's so hard to breath. Donghae's hug is too tight and it can crash him just in a second. But he loves it. He loves it so much to be in Donghae's hug. No matter how hurt it is.
Eunhyuk's hand slowly raised to hug Donghae back. He wrapped Donghae's in his embrace and it makes Donghae Ecstatic because he knows that Eunhyuk actually miss him too.
They stand there for a long time just hugging each other and Donghae's crying on the crook of Eunhyuk's neck while Eunhyuk rests his chin on Donghae's shoulder. He closed his eyes and enjoy the moment. He really missed Donghae's hug. He don't want this moment over.
•••
They're laying on Donghae's bed facing each other. They keep staring at each other, cherish every second of this moment. They looking at each other's eyes deeply. They keep doing that for God knows how long. Eunhyuk's finger keep brushing Donghae's cheek lightly while Donghae just looking at Eunhyuk's eyes.
"Sleep." Eunhyuk said in a low voice to Donghae. He knows Donghae must be had a hard time to sleep. He looked so pale, and weak.
"No. I'm scared." Donghae answered weakly.
"Of what?" Eunhyuk keep brushing Donghae's cheek with his thumb lightly and his eyes never looking away from Donghae's eyes even for a second.
"I'm scared that you'll be gone the moment I wake up later." Donghae answered.
Eunhyuk just looking at him without answering. Maybe Donghae's right. He's actually planning to leave when Donghae fall asleep later. But it seems like Donghae will never ever letting him go.
Eunhyuk sighed, "I'll make a food for you." Eunhyuk going to stand up but Donghae pull him back to the bed.
"No. Just stay here. Please." Donghae said.
"Just staring at me will never make you healthy." Eunhyuk said try to make Donghae understand that they had been staring at each other for hours and it will never make him healthy.
"It will." Donghae looking at Eunhyuk's eyes deeply. "Just stay here. Just lay your body beside me and look at me."
Eunhyuk give up. He's laying his body back beside Donghae. He trapped in those beautiful brown eyes and he can't look away anymore.
"Only look at me..." Donghae take Eunhyuk's hand and hold it tightly. Then he placed Eunhyuk's palms on his cheek.
•••
A/N: I'm really sorry for the bad grammar and maybe a typo! I didn't edit it again and just posted it immediately. Sorry for the late update and sorry for the lame short chapter. At least they're back together (?) Oh yeah, would you mind if you guys introduce yourself? I really want to know you guys! Thanks ♥
Boyfriend
Length : 13/?
Rating : PG-13
Pairing : HaeHyuk / SiHyuk
Disclaimer : I just own this fail fic kekekeke~
Summary : Donghae fall in love with Eunhyuk and Eunhyuk is Siwon's boyfriend who enemy of Donghae's group because he is a school's brat.
Warning : Grammar fail and typo maybe >< i'm sorry, and maybe mpreg in the future.
Siwon placed Eunhyuk on his bed. He fell asleep on their way to his house. Before he fell asleep, Eunhyuk couldn't stop his cry and his sob. Siwon didn't asked anything. He never asked anything when Eunhyuk being like that, he understand very well about his boyfriend. If he wants to tell him why he cry, he'll tell him. But if he doesn't, he won't. So Siwon never asked. Besides, this time, Siwon already knew why he cried.
Siwon sit on Eunhyuk's bed. Watching his boyfriend sleep. He can see that Eunhyuk's face showing sadness, and pain. It makes his heart squeezed. He saw Eunhyuk like this once, when he crying over him because he had a boyfriend. He looked so broken that time and it made Siwon guilty enough and sad in the same time. But Siwon know deep down in his heart that this time, Eunhyuk looked way more broken than before.
Siwon takes a deep breath and sighed heavily. He caressed Eunhyuk's hair that covered his forehead. He keep staring at his face and he realized that even he knew that Eunhyuk was cheated on him, he can't stop loving Eunhyuk. Maybe he's stupid, but he can't. He still loves Eunhyuk no matter what.
Maybe he's selfish to keep Eunhyuk for himself when he knows Eunhyuk loves someone else. It's just because he loves Eunhyuk so much.
He leaning closer to kiss Eunhyuk's forehead when suddenly he mumbled in his sleep.
"Hae..." Siwon stopped his move. He just staring at his face in shock.
Eunhyuk still sleeping, but he's crying in his sleep. He keep calling his name.
"Donghae... H-haee..." He cried and even his tears start to fall from his closed eyes.
Siwon close his eyes and feel that everytime Eunhyuk called his name, it feels like a knife that can't stop stabbing his heart.
"Donghae..."
Siwon move closer and wrapped his arm around Eunhyuk's body. He pulled him into a hug and Eunhyuk immediately embraced his waist with his arms. He buried his face on Siwon's chest. "Sssh, Hyukkie. I'm here..."
"Hae..." His cry slowly disappear and he started to fall asleep again.
Hyukkie...
•••
Donghae is hurt. Hurt so bad. He can't get Eunhyuk out of his mind. He clenched his fist when he saw Eunhyuk hugged by Siwon after their conversation on the school rooftop. He just can looked at it from afar. He really wanted to take Eunhyuk from Siwon and runaway together. But he couldn't do that. Not when Eunhyuk himself, didn't want to do that.
He feel pain all over his body. He doesn't have any strength for smile or even live his life. He just laying on his bed and staring blankly at his ceiling. Tears slowly falling from his eyes. He still can't accept the fact that Eunhyuk really over him. He's okay if Eunhyuk tell him that he can't broke up with Siwon. But he's totally not okay when Eunhyuk asked him to leave him and over this. He can't.
This is called, "too much loving someone can kill yourself." Because he really want to kill himself now.
He wiped his tears but it replaced soon with another tears. He feel liveless. His apartment is empty, just like his heart. He live alone in this apartment because his parents still in Mokpo, his hometown. He knows that if he try to harm himself, there's no one will stop him to do so. He's alone.
Donghae feels so empty. He never feel this way. Even for walk to the kitchen and take a knife to hurt himself, he doesn't have any strength. Maybe just stay like that forever will help him to kill himself slowly, he thought.
2 Days passed and Donghae still do nothing. Since that day, he only laying on his bed and sometimes he even crying to himself for being left by Eunhyuk and for being so pathetic like this. He hugged his pillow so tight and cried. That's what he does everyday. He doesn't even mind to eat. He never feel hungry even for a second. He looked like a corpse.
He was just staring blankly to the wall beside him when suddenly his phone ringing. He sighed heavily and strecthed his arm to take the cellphone on his bedside table.
He looked at the caller Identity. It's Eeteuk.
Donghae answered the call, "hemmm?" He mumbled. Not even have a strength to say something longer.
"Donghae? Where are you? It's been 2 days you didn't come to school. What happened?" Eeteuk asked. "I went to your apartment yesterday, but looked like you're not at home."
Donghae remember that yesterday someone knocked his door's house but Donghae didn't want to meet someone so he didn't bother to open the door.
Donghae just sighed and blink his eyes weakly.
"Donghae? Are you there? Where are you?" Eeteuk asked again.
Donghae sighed, "hell." He answered in a very low voice. More like a whisper.
Eeteuk sounds surprise, "mwo?! Donghae, jinjjayo! Where are you?! What happened?" Eeteuk became panic now.
"Hell, hyung." He said again with tears slowly falling from his eyes.
"Donghae-ah! You scared me! What happened to you?" Eeteuk asked again. He sounds so panic. He really care about Donghae because Donghae just like his own brother for him. He's the one who promised Donghae's parent that he'll take a good care of him when Donghae decided to move from Mokpo to Seoul.
"Die." Donghae whispered again. He really doesn't have any strength to say something longer than that. That's even make Eeteuk more scared.
Eeteuk widened his eyes, "YAH!!! Donghae! What do you mean? Are you trying to kill yourself?!!" Eeteuk screamed loudly.
"Yes..." Donghae answered again in a weak voice.
"Yah Donghae!!! Don't be stupid! What exactly happen to you?!" Donghae blink a tears again and he can hear his hyung became panic now.
Donghae just sighed and now he's crying again. He started to sob. He immediately shut his phone and throw it to the floor. He hugged his pillow and buried his face there. He looked so broken. He's crying and crying when suddenly the flash of Eunhyuk's gummy smile crossed his mind.
"Hyukkie..."
•••
"YAH!!! Donghae! What do you mean? Are you trying to kill yourself?!!"
Eunhyuk stiffened when he heard that all of sudden. He's in the canteen with Siwon and his friends like usual, and suddenly he heard Eeteuk shouted.
"Yah Donghae!!! Don't be stupid! What exactly happen to you?!" Eeteuk shouted again.
Eunhyuk can't help but turned his head around to see Eeteuk that looked really panic on his seat not so far behind him. He's shouting to people on the phone that he's sure it's no other than Lee Donghae.
Eeteuk looked really panic and his friends staring at him anxiously.
"Damn, he hung up!" Eeteuk said angrily.
"What happened?" Heechul asked anxiously. He looked panic too just like Eeteuk.
"I don't know! He keep saying he's in hell and die. I think he's going to commit suicide." Eeteuk said frustratedly and he hold both sides of his head with his hand. "What should we do? He's alone at his apartment! There's no one will stop him from doing anything stupid!"
"Just let's go to his apartment!" Heechul shouted panicly and about to stand up when Kangin finally spoke up.
"We can't, Heechul hyung. You know that it's not easy to go out from this school during the school time. We're not allowed. We should have a permission first and it's not easy to get. Besides, you two are in your senior year, you are having try out in a minute, aren't you?" Kangin said to Heechul and Eeteuk. The two of them sighed frustratedly because Kangin is right. There's try out for upcoming final exam just in a minute, they can't leave school. Heechul sit back frustratedly.
"Seriously! What should we do? I can't even think straight right now!" Eeteuk ruffled his hair harshly until it messed enough and he looked like a crazy person.
"Nothing we can do except wait until school's end." Kyuhyun spoke up with lack of expression.
"Shit. I'm so scared something bad happened to him. He sounded so sad and he even cried, I assumed." Eeteuk told his friend then his friends started to more worry than before.
Kyuhyun sighed heavily and looked as anxious as his hyungs, "calm down, hyung. He's gone for 2 days and he's still alive. Let's just pray that he won't do anything stupid yet."
Then Eeteuk, Kangin and Heechul couldn't agree more. They nodded and sighed heavily on his seat.
Kyuhyun realized that someone is staring at them and he turned his gaze. Then he found Eunhyuk is staring at them.
Eunhyuk immediately turned around when Kyuhyun caught him staring. His heart is beating so fast. He doesn't want to believe what he heard. But deep down in his heart, he knew that it's true. Donghae didn't go to school for 2 days since that day and now he know what happened to him. He can't help but feel guilty. It's all because of him.
Eunhyuk staring blankly at the plate in front of him. He's worry about Donghae. If Donghae do anything stupid to himself, Eunhyuk will never forgive himself.
"Hyukkie..." Siwon called him slowly when he saw his boyfriend acting weird. "What's up, baby?"
For Eunhyuk's lucky, Siwon was busy playing 'BINGO' with Shindong that time. So he didn't hear what Eeteuk and his friends discussed.
Eunhyuk looked up, "Nothing. I'm fine." Siwon sighed heavily at the answer.
He's really frustrated these days. Eunhyuk always acting like a mute person these days and he always said that he's fine. So it's not the first time he saw Eunhyuk act weird too.
"I love you, Hyukkie." Siwon said all of sudden. He leaned closer to Eunhyuk and gave him peck on the lips.
Eunhyuk stiffened on his seat. He know that there's a lot of meaning in those 3 words and that kiss. It means, "I love you and I want you to know if you feeling not fine I will always be here for you to make you feel better."
The bell finally rang. All of student started to go out of the canteen and walk towards their own class.
"Come on, Hyukkie." Siwon said to his boyfriend that still sitting there.
Eunhyuk sighed, "you go first. I wanna go to the toilet first. See you later." Then Eunhyuk stood up and walking towards the toilet.
Siwon just stand there and staring at his boyfriend's back with confused. He sighed and just let him be. Then he go to his class.
On the other hand, Eunhyuk actually didn't go to the toilet. He go to the student administration to ask Donghae's address. Of course it's not easy for everyone to get someone's address just like that, the staff won't give it because it's someone's privacy. But he's Siwon's boyfriend and the entire school knows it. Even the staff. So when Eunhyuk asked them once, they immediately gave it.
•••
Eunhyuk stand in front of Donghae' s apartment and he took a deep breath before finally knock the door.
But there's no one open the door. There's no sound either from inside the apartment. Eunhyuk started to become more worry. He knocked again. Harder and louder. But there's nothing happen too.
He's scared.
"Donghae!!" He knocked the door and calling his name. He hopes Donghe hear his voice and he'll open the door.
"Donghae, it's me! Open the door!" He called again. But there's still nothing happen. The door still closed.
He feel so hopeless. He lower his hand and looked down on his feet sadly. Donghae, please open the door...
Suddenly Eunhyuk heard a sound from inside.
•••
Donghae keep laying lifeless on his bed. He still do nothing. He can't get Eunhyuk out of his mind. He can't imagine his future life without Eunhyuk. It makes him cry.
Suddenly he hear there's someone knocked the door. But Donghae didn't care. He's sure it's Eeteuk hyung. He didn't bother to answer or open the door. He doesn't care.
But it doesn't stop. He keep knocking on the door and Donghae started to feel mad towards his hyung. He covered his ear with his pillow.
"Donghae!!!"
Donghae stiffened.
He must be really crazy. Not just he can't get Eunhyuk's face out of his mind, now he hear Eunhyuk's voice calling his name. He must be really crazy.
""Donghae, it's me! Open the door!"
No, he's not crazy. Eunhyuk is knocking on his door and calling his name.
He immediately stood up and not even bother to fix himself. He walk towards the door and takes a deep breath.
Then he opened the door.
There. Eunhyuk is in front of him. Staring at him with his beautiful eyes.
He stepped backwards in disbelief while Eunhyuk slowly step forward, get inside Donghae's apartment. He closed the door behind him while his eyes observing Donghae.
Donghae is in a mess. Puffy and red eyes, his face is damp, his hair is messy, he looked like a poor man on the street. He looked like he didn't sleep for a week. His heart is so broken at the sight. He caused this.
They are staring at each other for a minute. They assuring themselves that someone they love is in front of them finally. They really missed each other.
Donghae can't believe that finally the one that he really dying to see, now is in front of him. He can't help but move closer and hugged him so tight. So tight like he never want to let go.
Eunhyuk just stand there, not hug him back while Donghae buried his face on the crook of Eunhyuk's neck and he's crying.
He tighten his hug and keep crying. He really miss Eunhyuk. He want to be with Eunhyuk forever. He can't live without Eunhyuk.
Eunhyuk's tears started to fall too. He can't lie that actually he miss Donghae so fucking much. He can't get Donghae out of his mind these days. He really want to kiss Donghae right now. He misses Donghae so much.
"I don't want to live..." Donghae whisper in the middle of his sob. "I don't want to live if it's without you..." He keep crying and he tighten his hug again if it's possible.
Eunhyuk found it's so hard to breath. Donghae's hug is too tight and it can crash him just in a second. But he loves it. He loves it so much to be in Donghae's hug. No matter how hurt it is.
Eunhyuk's hand slowly raised to hug Donghae back. He wrapped Donghae's in his embrace and it makes Donghae Ecstatic because he knows that Eunhyuk actually miss him too.
They stand there for a long time just hugging each other and Donghae's crying on the crook of Eunhyuk's neck while Eunhyuk rests his chin on Donghae's shoulder. He closed his eyes and enjoy the moment. He really missed Donghae's hug. He don't want this moment over.
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They're laying on Donghae's bed facing each other. They keep staring at each other, cherish every second of this moment. They looking at each other's eyes deeply. They keep doing that for God knows how long. Eunhyuk's finger keep brushing Donghae's cheek lightly while Donghae just looking at Eunhyuk's eyes.
"Sleep." Eunhyuk said in a low voice to Donghae. He knows Donghae must be had a hard time to sleep. He looked so pale, and weak.
"No. I'm scared." Donghae answered weakly.
"Of what?" Eunhyuk keep brushing Donghae's cheek with his thumb lightly and his eyes never looking away from Donghae's eyes even for a second.
"I'm scared that you'll be gone the moment I wake up later." Donghae answered.
Eunhyuk just looking at him without answering. Maybe Donghae's right. He's actually planning to leave when Donghae fall asleep later. But it seems like Donghae will never ever letting him go.
Eunhyuk sighed, "I'll make a food for you." Eunhyuk going to stand up but Donghae pull him back to the bed.
"No. Just stay here. Please." Donghae said.
"Just staring at me will never make you healthy." Eunhyuk said try to make Donghae understand that they had been staring at each other for hours and it will never make him healthy.
"It will." Donghae looking at Eunhyuk's eyes deeply. "Just stay here. Just lay your body beside me and look at me."
Eunhyuk give up. He's laying his body back beside Donghae. He trapped in those beautiful brown eyes and he can't look away anymore.
"Only look at me..." Donghae take Eunhyuk's hand and hold it tightly. Then he placed Eunhyuk's palms on his cheek.
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A/N: I'm really sorry for the bad grammar and maybe a typo! I didn't edit it again and just posted it immediately. Sorry for the late update and sorry for the lame short chapter. At least they're back together (?) Oh yeah, would you mind if you guys introduce yourself? I really want to know you guys! Thanks ♥