Feb 27, 2005 03:03
i will probably regret this sometime but at the moment i dont really care
you are a lying cunt, your a bitch, i hate your guts for taking advantage of guys like me, for toying with my head and leading me on. you could have made that clear distinction between "i like you as a friend" and "i like you." i guess now that i look back at it i never noticed that line, but its not really my fault because i didnt realize that i had to be looking for that line.
i mean i dont know, maybe you just keep me around to make yourself feel better. thats really fucked up, especially since im such an "awsome" person. its most likely because you like toying with people, you like to see how far you could push them until they just explode.
people like you take advantage of people like me, i have done nothing to deserve this. i shouldnt even be reacting like this, but i guess its because i care about you, unfortunetly i care about you. unfortunetly i let your bubbly smile and good natured attitude suck me into your little world, your world of a stressed little lifestyle because you cause all this chaos around you.
thats right, you brought it on yourself, and you fuck up other people in the process. you should know who i am directing this towards. you arent stupid thats for sure.
people like you lead people like me to fall into alcohol and drugs. at this moment you have no idea how badly i just want to suck on my bottle of vodka, or smoke up the rest of weed that i have left. but im not giving in, im not giving you the satisfaction. fuck you. fuck me too, for once again getting attached to someone. i might as well break up with the girlfriend i have now. she'll just hurt me someday too, the fucking bitch. fuck all of you, fuck live journal too. im not writing in this shit anymore. im tired of venting into a stupid ass computer program.