Well...
This has been an interesting week...I can't stop thinking about tuesday...what it all meant...why it happened. I don't even know what it means to me. I've never been so confused. I'm still trying to wrap my head around the fact that it happened. There is so much I want to say, but can't. I just wish I knew what you were thinking..what it meant to you. I'm so afraid of what this will do to our friendship. I don't want things to change.
There was something about it though...perhaps it does mean more.
All I know is that I let myself get caught up in that moment...I wanted to get caught up in that moment. I gave into the feelings that I've been supressing. I suppose it meant more to be than I'd like to admit. I don't know if I'll ever tell you this...because I don't want to get hurt.
And I don't want to lose one of my best friends.
P.S: hahaha, I know this sounds like I slept with someone, but I didn't, so get your mind out of the gutter! lol. And if you know who this person is...don't say anything please. :)
There was something about it though...perhaps it does mean more.
All I know is that I let myself get caught up in that moment...I wanted to get caught up in that moment. I gave into the feelings that I've been supressing. I suppose it meant more to be than I'd like to admit. I don't know if I'll ever tell you this...because I don't want to get hurt.
And I don't want to lose one of my best friends.
P.S: hahaha, I know this sounds like I slept with someone, but I didn't, so get your mind out of the gutter! lol. And if you know who this person is...don't say anything please. :)