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im sick ugh....i cant sleep nor eat. it all started happening on friday at work....oh happy birthday to me.
ive been doing alot of thinking the past few days. i just lost an amazing person in my life and he will always and forever have a place in my heart. i took alot of what we had for granted. i always just wanted more. i dont know more of what but thats all i knew. i took alot out of him. this is going to be a rough one to get over. i really dont know where to place where i am at right now though so its hard to put things into perspective. is it a "break" or a "break up" or "just get out of my life forever"?i can only assume things but i have been doing that alot lately and ive done nothing but welll.....make and ass out of myself. so i will steer away from doing that and just take this all one day at a time its all i really can do at this point.
anyways, went to agave for my birthday (or as summer calls it algave) it was a good time. to be honest i was overwhelmed, greatly. i love everyone who was there but there were so many of them, i didnt want to talk to someone too much or too little so i made a horrible choice of not talking at all.but after that extravaganza me jena franny and jena friend (steve?? maybe) went on with our travels. on to downtown southington to a couple of bars it was a good time had so good i had to be driven home.
saturday me and jena went to pick up my car after i was able to be in a car without getting sick. i ran a few errands then met up wwith jena we did some eating shopping and watched a couple of movies.
today was my family party ..it was insanity just like my family :0) but a good time had my sisters made me this cute poster for me. they are adorable. now im home making a cake and cleaning .....ooo what fun!
i bought the reel big fish cd, amazing! definatley put me into a better mood and some of the songs are just hysterical, if you like them get it, even if not, get it
ive been doing alot of thinking the past few days. i just lost an amazing person in my life and he will always and forever have a place in my heart. i took alot of what we had for granted. i always just wanted more. i dont know more of what but thats all i knew. i took alot out of him. this is going to be a rough one to get over. i really dont know where to place where i am at right now though so its hard to put things into perspective. is it a "break" or a "break up" or "just get out of my life forever"?i can only assume things but i have been doing that alot lately and ive done nothing but welll.....make and ass out of myself. so i will steer away from doing that and just take this all one day at a time its all i really can do at this point.
anyways, went to agave for my birthday (or as summer calls it algave) it was a good time. to be honest i was overwhelmed, greatly. i love everyone who was there but there were so many of them, i didnt want to talk to someone too much or too little so i made a horrible choice of not talking at all.but after that extravaganza me jena franny and jena friend (steve?? maybe) went on with our travels. on to downtown southington to a couple of bars it was a good time had so good i had to be driven home.
saturday me and jena went to pick up my car after i was able to be in a car without getting sick. i ran a few errands then met up wwith jena we did some eating shopping and watched a couple of movies.
today was my family party ..it was insanity just like my family :0) but a good time had my sisters made me this cute poster for me. they are adorable. now im home making a cake and cleaning .....ooo what fun!
i bought the reel big fish cd, amazing! definatley put me into a better mood and some of the songs are just hysterical, if you like them get it, even if not, get it