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Hi hello. I finally betrayed Blurty and got an LJ. Because I miss updating and getting comments. The layout is still the same from Blurty becauuse I'm too lazy to change it. www.shaibya.com is currently on hiatus. I haven't had time to finish the layout and el brother who should be here to help me out is now back in the Big Apple.
Back to school since over three weeks. The only classes I think I really enjoy are English and Biology. Mrs.O'Connor reminds me of Paparo- same age, same fashion sense, but the personalities are completely opposite. I hated Paparo, but I love O'Connor. Biology is fun because all we do is labs and watch movies, and so far it's been really fun. Plus, McKenzie is actually in my classes this year. <3 Hutson has been fired for good (hallelujah) and Parks is actually making us work for once. I just hate running a mile every week in the 102 degree weather though. Pre-Calc, frankly, is the hardest class I've ever taken in my life and I think I barely managed to scrape a C on the first test. All in all, I dreadfully miss last year. All the stress and workload from these AP, Honors and Gate classes is taking its toll on me. I wish I could go back in time.
Also, I must add, this whole transition from summer to sophomore year has been really awkward. Yesterday, I had this horrible feeling for the first time that I just don't belong here. I literally had to hold myself back from getting up and running out of the school, onto the street and running all the way back to Massachusetts, as ridiculous as this sounds. Last week sucked. Someone I was very close to and loved very much has suddenly decided to ignore me and pretend he never knew me. I know it sounds so corny and pathetic, but I can't imagine why the fuck he'd want to do that. I should have smacked him and grabbed his collar and dramatically said WHYAREYOUBEINGSUCHAJERK in front of the whole class, but this doormat's never going to be able to do that. I cried yesterday and I really, really wanted to be back in Attle where people actually cared for me and loved me. I don't think I truly realized how much I miss all of you or how much you meant to me until yesterday. :Kat: :Margo: :Kevin Spieler: :Kevin Pouv: :Angela: I wish you were here for me.
I got a haircut last weekend. I got 7 inches chopped off and as of now, it is a boycut with bangs. It's hot. Pictures to come soon. Starting Sunday, I have been enrolled to volunteer at the temple and attend "Sunday School" because my parents feel I am not involved enough with my religion and it's time I started self-assessment as a Hindu. =/ Yeah and that made no sense. Or maybe it did. Ehh. Two weekends ago, I was in NJ (IMAGINE- LESS THAN 4 HOURS AWAY FROM ALL OF YOU!) for a cousin's wedding and that was awesome. Pics from that to come later too.
I hope you're glad I have a LJ now. Because I sure as hell am. <3
Back to school since over three weeks. The only classes I think I really enjoy are English and Biology. Mrs.O'Connor reminds me of Paparo- same age, same fashion sense, but the personalities are completely opposite. I hated Paparo, but I love O'Connor. Biology is fun because all we do is labs and watch movies, and so far it's been really fun. Plus, McKenzie is actually in my classes this year. <3 Hutson has been fired for good (hallelujah) and Parks is actually making us work for once. I just hate running a mile every week in the 102 degree weather though. Pre-Calc, frankly, is the hardest class I've ever taken in my life and I think I barely managed to scrape a C on the first test. All in all, I dreadfully miss last year. All the stress and workload from these AP, Honors and Gate classes is taking its toll on me. I wish I could go back in time.
Also, I must add, this whole transition from summer to sophomore year has been really awkward. Yesterday, I had this horrible feeling for the first time that I just don't belong here. I literally had to hold myself back from getting up and running out of the school, onto the street and running all the way back to Massachusetts, as ridiculous as this sounds. Last week sucked. Someone I was very close to and loved very much has suddenly decided to ignore me and pretend he never knew me. I know it sounds so corny and pathetic, but I can't imagine why the fuck he'd want to do that. I should have smacked him and grabbed his collar and dramatically said WHYAREYOUBEINGSUCHAJERK in front of the whole class, but this doormat's never going to be able to do that. I cried yesterday and I really, really wanted to be back in Attle where people actually cared for me and loved me. I don't think I truly realized how much I miss all of you or how much you meant to me until yesterday. :Kat: :Margo: :Kevin Spieler: :Kevin Pouv: :Angela: I wish you were here for me.
I got a haircut last weekend. I got 7 inches chopped off and as of now, it is a boycut with bangs. It's hot. Pictures to come soon. Starting Sunday, I have been enrolled to volunteer at the temple and attend "Sunday School" because my parents feel I am not involved enough with my religion and it's time I started self-assessment as a Hindu. =/ Yeah and that made no sense. Or maybe it did. Ehh. Two weekends ago, I was in NJ (IMAGINE- LESS THAN 4 HOURS AWAY FROM ALL OF YOU!) for a cousin's wedding and that was awesome. Pics from that to come later too.
I hope you're glad I have a LJ now. Because I sure as hell am. <3