diet
so today mike and i are starting a new diet program thing. his whole family is doing it and they have all lost a ton of weight. anyways to start off i will say i am fat and miserable. i don't know how i got this way. i never want to go out or be seen or take pictures or live life because i hate being fat. i think it is much harder to be fat when you have always been skinny before. we went to our first weekly meeting tonight and will official start tomorrow. i will kinda keep track of how i am doing on here. right now i am 165lb *yuk* my goal is to get back to 115 which i have always been until i got fat that is. so yea...wish me luck. i have horrible will power so i am going to need it.