Oct 02, 2005 20:38
so kevin says he feels like being single(one of his reasons he wanted to break up with me and not get back together) oh, no but now he wants to date some chick named Amanda. Why the FUCK DIDN'T HE JUST SAY HE DIDN'T WANT ME ANYMORE? i mean really is it that hard. He was gonna hurt me either way. Why not be at least honest about it.
About last night. I saw serenity with Amy, Mike(her boyfriend) and her boyfriends cousin, Steve(see previous post). He's hot. All muscle. Lithe muscle. We(Amy and I) got Mike and Steve to spar...He's fast and graceful. Beautiful. He's wicked cool too. But I don't know if he wants me. I have no idea what to do. I really don't.