alive and kickin'
I have nearly packed up everything in my room and my parents are almost done with their crap as well. Next weekend we are taking Stetson to Little Rock, AR, where he will live. After a week of helping him settle down, the Parental Units (PU) are taking me to Eugene, OR. *groan* I will be stuck there for almost a month...its not a bad place to visit, but after a while I am sure I will be sick of "small town quaintness"....yuck. My leg is now in a brace with lots of velcro straps and steel rods. :-o
I feel ridiculous walking around in public like this, a 25 year old granny walk...x_x
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I might be moving to the Little Rock area or possibly STL, MO.
I will not be staying in Louisiana, I don't hate it as much as my PU hates this state...but I have nothing here to keep me.
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Ian and I have parted ways. I had a good cry and comfort from Karen and feel somewhat better about things. She went through almost the same ordeal...of course she's older and wiser than me, so I have some comfort in that. I think I am either taking the breakup rather well, or I am in shock and the fallout will happen soon. I wanted the good-bye to be romantic, something out of film noir, where I wave from the train or something...heh. I got a one armed cold hug, like he was afraid to touch me.
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I stayed up until 1am or so playing Tetris DS. It was either that or admit to myself that its over....so I kept playing, no thinking, only block moving. Eventually the small amount of Chardonaay and meds lulled me to sleep. *sigh* I can't do much aside from sit and read, sit and write, or sit and stare blankly at the television....ugh. I want to walk through my neighborhood once more before I leave.
Our dog Ginger is being adapted soon by a small family out in Texas. They are good people who love dogs and are excited to have a well trained dog. I love her and will miss her , but she will have a better life that what we can give her. I don't want to see her leave...she won't want to go with them, its better if they just take her and I don't see her trying to pull back to me. *blinks hard*
I feel ridiculous walking around in public like this, a 25 year old granny walk...x_x
***
I might be moving to the Little Rock area or possibly STL, MO.
I will not be staying in Louisiana, I don't hate it as much as my PU hates this state...but I have nothing here to keep me.
***
Ian and I have parted ways. I had a good cry and comfort from Karen and feel somewhat better about things. She went through almost the same ordeal...of course she's older and wiser than me, so I have some comfort in that. I think I am either taking the breakup rather well, or I am in shock and the fallout will happen soon. I wanted the good-bye to be romantic, something out of film noir, where I wave from the train or something...heh. I got a one armed cold hug, like he was afraid to touch me.
...
I stayed up until 1am or so playing Tetris DS. It was either that or admit to myself that its over....so I kept playing, no thinking, only block moving. Eventually the small amount of Chardonaay and meds lulled me to sleep. *sigh* I can't do much aside from sit and read, sit and write, or sit and stare blankly at the television....ugh. I want to walk through my neighborhood once more before I leave.
Our dog Ginger is being adapted soon by a small family out in Texas. They are good people who love dogs and are excited to have a well trained dog. I love her and will miss her , but she will have a better life that what we can give her. I don't want to see her leave...she won't want to go with them, its better if they just take her and I don't see her trying to pull back to me. *blinks hard*