Good to bad
Things started out good today. Our group didn't have to present today. That was one good thing about it. I had a good time in class and learned about a person with bipolar disorder. It was pretty bad. You never know if a person has this disorder. It is really stranger. I had a pretty good day at work no screaming children and just a good enviroment to be at. Then came night- school. We had our exit exam today. and I found out how smart I actually am. 25 out of 36. I missed passing the test by one point. Right now I just want to hit a hole in the wall. If you see me and I have bruises on my hand you shall know why, so don't ask or I will break down.I don't want to break down in front of somepeople I can't handle it. I feel as thou I am a failur, can't do anything right. Ahhhhhhhhh. I just don'twant to be here right at this present time. I have done everything that I normaly do to release anger but actually nothing is helping. I want to be out of orlando. I want to be with friends. I miss so many people I am so tired of this town. I can't and don't know how to make new friends I am not and outgoing person like I would like to be. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.