sweet revelation
in a week everything was falling apart.
in one day everything came together.
i dont know if i have ever been as mentally, emotionally, and physically tried as i was this past week.
between health, friendships, decisions, everything. it was a lot to look at all at once. a lot to come to terms with. one of those situations where you cant do anything until its just over.
i spent most of the week in my head (past 8-9 days actually).
i did things. i saw people. but i didnt offer anything.
and now that ALL of it is clear... i have to say it wasnt as bad as what it couldve been.
i grew up.
not in that week but it was within this week that i realized that i had.
im actually kinda proud of myself for not completely breaking down. moving on is like moving up. i know that i can put myself in better situations now. think before i act. be more aware of what im doing and who im doing it with. be cautious of where i lay my trust. and understand that some things really wont or cant change no matter how badly i want them to.
my life is moving on with better knowledge of what it can do.
im still weak in areas. but i can deal with that. i think its part of my charm.
first episode of the FOURTH season of the office is on in 15.
im so in.
in one day everything came together.
i dont know if i have ever been as mentally, emotionally, and physically tried as i was this past week.
between health, friendships, decisions, everything. it was a lot to look at all at once. a lot to come to terms with. one of those situations where you cant do anything until its just over.
i spent most of the week in my head (past 8-9 days actually).
i did things. i saw people. but i didnt offer anything.
and now that ALL of it is clear... i have to say it wasnt as bad as what it couldve been.
i grew up.
not in that week but it was within this week that i realized that i had.
im actually kinda proud of myself for not completely breaking down. moving on is like moving up. i know that i can put myself in better situations now. think before i act. be more aware of what im doing and who im doing it with. be cautious of where i lay my trust. and understand that some things really wont or cant change no matter how badly i want them to.
my life is moving on with better knowledge of what it can do.
im still weak in areas. but i can deal with that. i think its part of my charm.
first episode of the FOURTH season of the office is on in 15.
im so in.