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i. am. frustrated.
its the little things really. maybe its cause its that time of the month. but really.. i think its cause people suck.
im moving on. mentally. a month ago i thought that going out and getting drunk was like... what i needed to be DOING. you're not cool unless you're doing that right? i mean, dont get me wrong, its still a top choice pasttime. but the difference is who its with. heh all the kids i work with ask me about what exciting things i did over the weekend. i tell them. they say "you didnt like.. go OUT out?" nooo. "why not?" a. i was with the people i like. b. i saved money. c. i didnt have to drive drunk!
whats the big deeeeeaaal. there probably isnt one. im just frustrated.
but at the same time. IM NOT. ha
work puts me in another world. i work with good people. they put me in a good mood. when i come home im completely content with just spending time on my own. and at the same time, im in a more social mood too, so if i had plans, im more likely to follow through. if i dont have plans im happy being home doing my own things.
ha. looking at the clock now. i would have just opened the store. cooool.
im going in at 2.
maybe ill clean. and paint my nails. in prep for saturday. i always kinda forget howmuch fun i have with certain people until i actually hangout with them again. stupid that i dont lock that into my memory bank sooner.
lates.
its the little things really. maybe its cause its that time of the month. but really.. i think its cause people suck.
im moving on. mentally. a month ago i thought that going out and getting drunk was like... what i needed to be DOING. you're not cool unless you're doing that right? i mean, dont get me wrong, its still a top choice pasttime. but the difference is who its with. heh all the kids i work with ask me about what exciting things i did over the weekend. i tell them. they say "you didnt like.. go OUT out?" nooo. "why not?" a. i was with the people i like. b. i saved money. c. i didnt have to drive drunk!
whats the big deeeeeaaal. there probably isnt one. im just frustrated.
but at the same time. IM NOT. ha
work puts me in another world. i work with good people. they put me in a good mood. when i come home im completely content with just spending time on my own. and at the same time, im in a more social mood too, so if i had plans, im more likely to follow through. if i dont have plans im happy being home doing my own things.
ha. looking at the clock now. i would have just opened the store. cooool.
im going in at 2.
maybe ill clean. and paint my nails. in prep for saturday. i always kinda forget howmuch fun i have with certain people until i actually hangout with them again. stupid that i dont lock that into my memory bank sooner.
lates.