Apr 19, 2005 15:31
I absolutely LOVE how you make assumptions...
After 20 months with you I think you should know me better than that by now.
I'm pretty sure I told you that I didn't know what I wanted. I was trying to be nice to you about telling you everything because I care about you, but you obviously didn't see that. It wasn't fair for me to keep you for myself when someone else can love you better than myself. That would just be selfish. I had absolutely NO intentions of being with anyone so soon after we broke up. Think what you want, but Billy and I weren't even talking then. The opportunity came up and I grabbed it because it seemed good for me.
And as for you calling me a slut and a whore... both you and I know that I'm not either of those things... BY FAR!!! So you saying those things and posting them in you journal is in my opinion.. EXTREMELY disrespectful and immature. I would apprechaite it if you didn't say those things about me... especially when they're NOT true.
I'm sorry for making you miserable... but I'm not sorry for ever loving you. I would never count that among any of my mistakes. It's a shame you already have.