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Long day. But then, Tuesdays always are. I got another project in French. Like I didn't already have enough going on. I now have a grand total of four projects. And I have a B in Chemistry. Now I'm all depressed... I haven't had anything less than a 4.0... ever. I feel like I've been behind all year so far, actually. God, now I sound like a snobby, arrogant bitch. I'm sorry. I've just been going through a lot of shit socially, and the last thing I need is trouble academically, too. I mean, that was always the one thing I could count on: my grades. And now... Sophomore year is... bleh. That's all I have to say. I can't wait until I'm a junior!
Anyway, let's see... My friend is really depressed and suicidal and I can't really do anything to help her. I hate feeling so helpless; I really wish I could help her, but she has to work out her problems for herself in this case... And I found out that this guy I really like has a crush on someone else. Which is always crappy. But, seriously, I really liked him... and I thought I had a smidgen of a chance... ah well.
I got to look at prom catalogs with Katie M. the other day at lunch, though. That was fun. I found a picture background that had tons of flames and made it look like hell. I thought it should have been the background for our Homecoming pictures... *rolls eyes*
I was thinking about doing NaNoWriMo this year, but I just don't have time. Maybe next year. Maybe I can get Bek to do it with me next year... That would be fun.
I wish I was an adult. I've had done with being a teenager. I'm ready to go to college, to room with one of my friends, to have my house the way I want it. Of course, I'd miss my parents; that's the downside. But, really, I want to move on to the next stage of life. I've had quite enough of this "high school" crap...
Anyway, let's see... My friend is really depressed and suicidal and I can't really do anything to help her. I hate feeling so helpless; I really wish I could help her, but she has to work out her problems for herself in this case... And I found out that this guy I really like has a crush on someone else. Which is always crappy. But, seriously, I really liked him... and I thought I had a smidgen of a chance... ah well.
I got to look at prom catalogs with Katie M. the other day at lunch, though. That was fun. I found a picture background that had tons of flames and made it look like hell. I thought it should have been the background for our Homecoming pictures... *rolls eyes*
I was thinking about doing NaNoWriMo this year, but I just don't have time. Maybe next year. Maybe I can get Bek to do it with me next year... That would be fun.
I wish I was an adult. I've had done with being a teenager. I'm ready to go to college, to room with one of my friends, to have my house the way I want it. Of course, I'd miss my parents; that's the downside. But, really, I want to move on to the next stage of life. I've had quite enough of this "high school" crap...