Realizations
1. I was an awful horribly shitty girlfriend...sorry Mark.
2. I am an attention whore..ok so I already knew that
3. I like to "win" at any cost
4. I am immature sometimes
5. I thankfully have friends who tell me what they think no matter how much I might not like it :)
6. I don't however know what to do about my attention-seeking tendencies
7. Getting boys to make out with you is not actually a high achievement....yes I didn't really consider that guys will make out with just about anything showing cleavage and/or legs
8. I don't have much self-esteem at all...no matter what I tell people or myself...I rely on other people to make me feel better about myself
9. I am entirely frightened by the idea of "serious relationships"
10. A lot of freakin people have seen my boobs....I know it's silly that I wouldn't have already realized it but now that I am thinking about it...there are a ridiculous amount of people who have seen them.
11. I am genuinely ok with the fact that a lot of freakin people have seen them.
12. I need to learn to say No....I suck at saying no.
13. None of these realizations are going to change the way I act...but hopefully it will help.
<33Jaime
2. I am an attention whore..ok so I already knew that
3. I like to "win" at any cost
4. I am immature sometimes
5. I thankfully have friends who tell me what they think no matter how much I might not like it :)
6. I don't however know what to do about my attention-seeking tendencies
7. Getting boys to make out with you is not actually a high achievement....yes I didn't really consider that guys will make out with just about anything showing cleavage and/or legs
8. I don't have much self-esteem at all...no matter what I tell people or myself...I rely on other people to make me feel better about myself
9. I am entirely frightened by the idea of "serious relationships"
10. A lot of freakin people have seen my boobs....I know it's silly that I wouldn't have already realized it but now that I am thinking about it...there are a ridiculous amount of people who have seen them.
11. I am genuinely ok with the fact that a lot of freakin people have seen them.
12. I need to learn to say No....I suck at saying no.
13. None of these realizations are going to change the way I act...but hopefully it will help.
<33Jaime