Meh...writings of a madwoman....
Meh has been thinking a lot lately. So let's tackle these subjects one at a time, see if I can type it all out, hmm?
My Relationship With Simon
I know that's like, always on my mind. I've been wondering lately- when did it go from friendship to being in love? I liked him when we first talked- that's why I sent him a private email cause 1) I dinna know jack shit and he was the only one willing to help me and 2) Because for some reason I was drawn to him, like a moth to the light. Strange, but true. You see, we were friends, and then we joked around with the brother/sister thing. I dunno when it turned into bf/gf type deal- forgot the date. x.x but it was a bit before school ended for me...sometime around the end of May, maybe. I dunno. I remember going, "Why me?" and at first I thought it was like a joke or something. Heh, that's me- everything's a joke before it gets...um....what's that word...oh, serious. Right.^^' So anyways....just random thoughts on this. OH! And Simon's new nickname is Bambi. Yesh, like the deer. He dun know it yet but... ^_^'
My Parents
Yeah, they might split. Which sucks. I know they haven't been happy for awhile, but damn. My dad drinks a lot, you see. A LOT. and the thing that kills me is that he feels he has to hide it from his family. I mean shit, he hides those little whisky bottles EVERYWHERE- on top of the kitchen counters, in the laundry room behind the freezer and behind the toolbox, in drawers, cupboards, in his socks, even. And he doesn't even hide them well. I swear I must have found at leat 1,000 tiny whisky bottles all over the house. Ergh. It makes me sick. That's why I hate liqour, I hate cigarettes...I grew up around them, and when I turn eighteen I'm getting the fuck away from it. So yeah, back to the point- my mom isn't happy with my dad, and I think he knows it. She says they stay together because it's conveinient. I'm like WTF? If you guys ain't happy then get away from eachother. I'd never stay with someone I wasn't happy with- it wouldn't feel right to me.
Every damnable little thing else
Jason's forums went back to defualt mode- EGADS! gawd I HATE that. It's so flucking bright it hurts. Oy. I liked it better when it was dark. MEH- FIX it, Jason, or else. ha ha...just kidding. but huwwy. Meh eyes huwt.
Kristy FINALLY IMed me. I was beginning to think I'd never talk to her face to face again. Man I missed my twin. She was gone too long. NEVER LEAVE AGAIN!!! ^^' Pwease?
yeah so I registered for school. Gawd I hate school. Well actually I'm sorta looking forward to it. The only sucky thing is, less time on da net. Which means less posting, less talking. Less Bambi. Dammit. Schedules suck, dey do. I guess we'll haveta go back to emailing eachother like we did at first ^__^
I got an email from Matt! Like, OMGZORZ! Me missled him. Me still does. I guess I'm supposedly engaged to him. ^o^; Weird. Hehehehe.
Desy's gone! *sniffle* He went to someplace in someplace. ^^' Dun remember where. But yeah- he's gone. Kabootled. Buh-byes. he'd better get back or I'll kick his Desy ass to IRELAND...and then follow him ^_^
Tai stole my fucking group. Goddamn him. he made an RPU2, because I wouldn't allow Power Rangers shit to be played cause it wasn't anime. I'm like, 'You could have had the decency to think up another name' but noooooo, he had to duplicate what I worked so hard to make and improve. He's such a fucking fruitcake. I hate him. Well./..hate is a strong word. okay, I'm pissed at him for being lazy and incompetent. There.
Well...that's all for now. Meh fingers hurt and like two people want me to RP and I haveta catch up on my groups.
Buh-bye!
~Cyme~
My Relationship With Simon
I know that's like, always on my mind. I've been wondering lately- when did it go from friendship to being in love? I liked him when we first talked- that's why I sent him a private email cause 1) I dinna know jack shit and he was the only one willing to help me and 2) Because for some reason I was drawn to him, like a moth to the light. Strange, but true. You see, we were friends, and then we joked around with the brother/sister thing. I dunno when it turned into bf/gf type deal- forgot the date. x.x but it was a bit before school ended for me...sometime around the end of May, maybe. I dunno. I remember going, "Why me?" and at first I thought it was like a joke or something. Heh, that's me- everything's a joke before it gets...um....what's that word...oh, serious. Right.^^' So anyways....just random thoughts on this. OH! And Simon's new nickname is Bambi. Yesh, like the deer. He dun know it yet but... ^_^'
My Parents
Yeah, they might split. Which sucks. I know they haven't been happy for awhile, but damn. My dad drinks a lot, you see. A LOT. and the thing that kills me is that he feels he has to hide it from his family. I mean shit, he hides those little whisky bottles EVERYWHERE- on top of the kitchen counters, in the laundry room behind the freezer and behind the toolbox, in drawers, cupboards, in his socks, even. And he doesn't even hide them well. I swear I must have found at leat 1,000 tiny whisky bottles all over the house. Ergh. It makes me sick. That's why I hate liqour, I hate cigarettes...I grew up around them, and when I turn eighteen I'm getting the fuck away from it. So yeah, back to the point- my mom isn't happy with my dad, and I think he knows it. She says they stay together because it's conveinient. I'm like WTF? If you guys ain't happy then get away from eachother. I'd never stay with someone I wasn't happy with- it wouldn't feel right to me.
Every damnable little thing else
Jason's forums went back to defualt mode- EGADS! gawd I HATE that. It's so flucking bright it hurts. Oy. I liked it better when it was dark. MEH- FIX it, Jason, or else. ha ha...just kidding. but huwwy. Meh eyes huwt.
Kristy FINALLY IMed me. I was beginning to think I'd never talk to her face to face again. Man I missed my twin. She was gone too long. NEVER LEAVE AGAIN!!! ^^' Pwease?
yeah so I registered for school. Gawd I hate school. Well actually I'm sorta looking forward to it. The only sucky thing is, less time on da net. Which means less posting, less talking. Less Bambi. Dammit. Schedules suck, dey do. I guess we'll haveta go back to emailing eachother like we did at first ^__^
I got an email from Matt! Like, OMGZORZ! Me missled him. Me still does. I guess I'm supposedly engaged to him. ^o^; Weird. Hehehehe.
Desy's gone! *sniffle* He went to someplace in someplace. ^^' Dun remember where. But yeah- he's gone. Kabootled. Buh-byes. he'd better get back or I'll kick his Desy ass to IRELAND...and then follow him ^_^
Tai stole my fucking group. Goddamn him. he made an RPU2, because I wouldn't allow Power Rangers shit to be played cause it wasn't anime. I'm like, 'You could have had the decency to think up another name' but noooooo, he had to duplicate what I worked so hard to make and improve. He's such a fucking fruitcake. I hate him. Well./..hate is a strong word. okay, I'm pissed at him for being lazy and incompetent. There.
Well...that's all for now. Meh fingers hurt and like two people want me to RP and I haveta catch up on my groups.
Buh-bye!
~Cyme~