Jul 10, 2006 22:33
I'm home in Brighton right now and it's always so nice to get away from kalamazoo once in a while. I feel like when I'm away from Kalamazoo, I can think more clearly. I can be more rational about my problems and come up with solutions, which I need to do ..soon.
I'm probably gonna stick around Kalamazoo until August 11th (ish) and then I'm going home until August 17th when I go to texas to visit Daisy until the 21st. After that, I'll probably bum around until I move to Chicago, which will be early september. Everything is happening so fast and i keep wishing I was a junior so I could still have my last year at K. At the same time, the thought of going through K again...bleh.
I'm really glad Im moving to Chicago. It was an impulsive decision, but I'm really glad. I'm scared but when am i not?
I had a good talk with Lexy the other night. I'm glad she understands me and my obsessive over worrying. Everything she said made sense, but if I like it, how do I change something I like? I'm such a psycho.
Speaking of yesterday, yesterday SUCKED. I got in a fight with almost everyone I came in contact with and it left me emotionally drained at the end of the night. I had some ice cream though..and that always cheers me up.
I'm in a weird mood tonight. I wish it'd rain..I love standing outside in the rain :)