go away. im serious.
im bitching so go somewhere else, because none of you want to read this.
do you ever feel. its a word im looking for. unnoticed, insignificant, its like you've pulled a disappearing act without trying. you have convinced yourself of the falsehood you state. its that in a room that used to cling to your words, no one gives a shit anymore. they have surpassed your humor. intelligance is all i have to offer anymore and no one here seems to notice unless you are alone with them, and im writing this because none of read anyway. i know im needy. nobody seems to realize that sometimes. i just want attention and all of the others are just going to say that they've been trying and i dont notice. well fuck that, i cant handle me. its always someone else holding the center stage and when i open my mouth its ridicule thats shoved in. when do i get to feel cool. when am i gonna get noticed by my peers. do i have anything to offer anymore. its times like these when i feel like i dont. whats wrong with me? oh thats right, im the one who is fucked up and gay. im the one who thinks and doesnt let it go. watch when i try, oh thats right, you already forgot im here, everyone else is here.
do you ever feel. its a word im looking for. unnoticed, insignificant, its like you've pulled a disappearing act without trying. you have convinced yourself of the falsehood you state. its that in a room that used to cling to your words, no one gives a shit anymore. they have surpassed your humor. intelligance is all i have to offer anymore and no one here seems to notice unless you are alone with them, and im writing this because none of read anyway. i know im needy. nobody seems to realize that sometimes. i just want attention and all of the others are just going to say that they've been trying and i dont notice. well fuck that, i cant handle me. its always someone else holding the center stage and when i open my mouth its ridicule thats shoved in. when do i get to feel cool. when am i gonna get noticed by my peers. do i have anything to offer anymore. its times like these when i feel like i dont. whats wrong with me? oh thats right, im the one who is fucked up and gay. im the one who thinks and doesnt let it go. watch when i try, oh thats right, you already forgot im here, everyone else is here.