I was right. It is better when you know them, at least a little. I mean, it's still a little odd - I know it shouldn't feel like I'm cheating on Shishido, we're not even anything close to together, but it does, a bit. Maybe I just feel like I'm cheating on my own feelings. But Yanagi-san knows that I don't feel that way about him, and he doesn't feel that way about me - it's just experimentation. Well, and he wants....maybe I shouldn't write that. Inui-sama, stay the hell out of my private entries. Anyway, it's better, with Yanagi-san. None of the all-consuming heat and want and everything that I get with Shishido, but I'm not getting any of that cold, scared...thing that I got after Keiya-san. And perhaps that's a good thing, for now.
I'm also learning how to cook. Which is good, of course. I think that's going well, too.
Oishi-sama....um, you are alright, aren't you? I know you were a bit...surprised. I promise it's not anything I don't want.
I hope everyone enjoyed hearing the Stradivarius - Zaizen-sama, if you want to take another look at it, please just let me know.
Kabaji-san, thank you for helping me practice, the other day. I think I'm going to try that recipe for Oishi-sama tonight.
Yanagi-san...um, I enjoyed last night. Same time today? What are we making? How is Tezuka-sama doing?