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alright, heres the deal:
rarely have i felt more special in this little arena where all the old gals and guys who have lost touch with one another for various reasons can still come to check up on one another. so, despite the grossly misappropriated props and kudos, i am posting; and for Gods sake, im going to give it my damndest, and post so hard...it wont ever be the same again. watch me now.
let me just start by saying that there are terrible few things that make me more aware of how interlaced people can become with each other, not even know it, then be overcome with certain feelings so powerful that they can only be a direct spill-over from said lacee. im speaking of course, of ms. erins fabulous new subject K. now, iv been happy for people to find relationships before; but usually for very selfish reasons...shane, im afraid to say that i thought you and noggin-stephanie being together would allow me to spend time with subject M (hehe) without the guilt of ignoring you; im very sorry to admit it, but thats how it was; on the real, im glad you dropped her like a bad habit. however, in the case of ms. erin, i have little to nothing to gain from her happiness. plain and simply, i am overwhelmed with joy that someone who deserves as much happiness as erin does, finally has it in droves. erin, i am extremely happy that you are as well, and even though you turned down my many requests for you and i to date (no biggie, wrong equiptment, whatever), if you love something let it go. hehe. what i am trying, if unsuccessfully, to say is that i am happier for her than i have been for myself, even. as a friend to her, i even owe it to her to return the favor and make myself as happy as i can be. what kind of friend would i be if i didnt? share the wealth, and what not. im curious how this new approach will end up; its kind of a loophole for being selfish (ill make myself happy for the sake of others...hmm...) but its a new thought. so, shane do me a favor. eddy, do me a favor. jen, alison, corey, matt, meredeth, and everyone...keep in mind that you owe it to yourself to make me as happy as i can be ::shifty eyes::...or something like that. but in all truth, iv realized that im not so separate from yous guys as i thought. and thats both humbling, and very, very comforting.
thats my thought for today. its cheesy, and sounds like a dialogue from a john hughes knockoff, after-school special but im not above it. sometimes, i just feel cheesy, and gooey, and all kinds of silly. and lets not forget that cliches are cliche for a reason. i love erin ford. there i said it. and ill say it again...louder: erin, i love you. always have. and it might be recycled, and inappropriate on the LJ field (i dont mean to diminish it...::puh:: ill say it to her face, i swear to god, i will!). but there it is. estoy finito, ahora. a biento, ar vwar, whatever. aint no thang.
and on the real, since im being honest: the new family guy sucks.
chase
rarely have i felt more special in this little arena where all the old gals and guys who have lost touch with one another for various reasons can still come to check up on one another. so, despite the grossly misappropriated props and kudos, i am posting; and for Gods sake, im going to give it my damndest, and post so hard...it wont ever be the same again. watch me now.
let me just start by saying that there are terrible few things that make me more aware of how interlaced people can become with each other, not even know it, then be overcome with certain feelings so powerful that they can only be a direct spill-over from said lacee. im speaking of course, of ms. erins fabulous new subject K. now, iv been happy for people to find relationships before; but usually for very selfish reasons...shane, im afraid to say that i thought you and noggin-stephanie being together would allow me to spend time with subject M (hehe) without the guilt of ignoring you; im very sorry to admit it, but thats how it was; on the real, im glad you dropped her like a bad habit. however, in the case of ms. erin, i have little to nothing to gain from her happiness. plain and simply, i am overwhelmed with joy that someone who deserves as much happiness as erin does, finally has it in droves. erin, i am extremely happy that you are as well, and even though you turned down my many requests for you and i to date (no biggie, wrong equiptment, whatever), if you love something let it go. hehe. what i am trying, if unsuccessfully, to say is that i am happier for her than i have been for myself, even. as a friend to her, i even owe it to her to return the favor and make myself as happy as i can be. what kind of friend would i be if i didnt? share the wealth, and what not. im curious how this new approach will end up; its kind of a loophole for being selfish (ill make myself happy for the sake of others...hmm...) but its a new thought. so, shane do me a favor. eddy, do me a favor. jen, alison, corey, matt, meredeth, and everyone...keep in mind that you owe it to yourself to make me as happy as i can be ::shifty eyes::...or something like that. but in all truth, iv realized that im not so separate from yous guys as i thought. and thats both humbling, and very, very comforting.
thats my thought for today. its cheesy, and sounds like a dialogue from a john hughes knockoff, after-school special but im not above it. sometimes, i just feel cheesy, and gooey, and all kinds of silly. and lets not forget that cliches are cliche for a reason. i love erin ford. there i said it. and ill say it again...louder: erin, i love you. always have. and it might be recycled, and inappropriate on the LJ field (i dont mean to diminish it...::puh:: ill say it to her face, i swear to god, i will!). but there it is. estoy finito, ahora. a biento, ar vwar, whatever. aint no thang.
and on the real, since im being honest: the new family guy sucks.
chase