what do i do...
lately ive been having these thoughts... like that im not good enough.. that im a waste of space... ive even been thinkin about killin my self... i know that its selfish and wrong but i cant help it .. i cry all the time now.. my parents are mentally abusing me making things worse and now my last bf whom im still in love with .. broke up with me and now is on the run from the police... i feel alone.. i know im not but thats how i feel... i really dont see ne of my friends cept cricket and bunny occasionally but.. i need someone who can be here ... who can just hold me and tell me every things is ok... my hearts destroyed i dont have a reason to live... im cold.. i feel already dead in side... u know i had plans to grow up to drive to get my own house to graduate from college get married to the love of my life... just to be happy and not worry... but the reality is that im 19 i live with my family i droped out of skool just for this semester i have no one to be happy with and i cant drive cuz of my heart... im sorry if this up sets neone and i love you all but i cant do it nemore im going to get some help... if someone cant help me then i-im gonna do the right thing... or is it the wrong thing idk ... bye
ranna
aka miranda
ranna
aka miranda