Oct 05, 2004 21:04
I wish I knew what direction I wanted my life to go...It is so hard. My major is journalism, and i was thinking about a spanish minor. But seeing what shape the spanish dept. is in here at whitewater...I dont know. i feel bad for anyone who has Spanish as their major. It is so depressing because in Mexico, I learned how to speak the language so much better than i do from class. I pretty much could understand anything that was said when I was in Reynosa...especially the last time when we did the EE clinic. Lately I have been finding myself wanting to go back to Reynosa. The first time I went to Reynosa, I got a true perspective on life. I wish that people here were as on fire for God as they are at the church in Reynosa. The fire and the love the people from the church had was so amazing and catching. I remember MR. Petes lesson two summers ago in Sunday School about sharing the doughnut or cure. People are out there crying for help, and we have the cure....yet we arent sharing it. It is like the whole world is dying, and they are....in a spiritual sense. And we know what the cure is, yet we arent going out there and sharing it....for whatever reason say we dont want people to think we are weird or whatever. I know I am guilty of that. I have to remember what Galatians 1:10 says -Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I still trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ.
Wow...so I went from wondering if i wanted to go for a spanish minor back to that same bible verse. I really miss Reynosa. It was such an amazing experiance, being fed the word of God by other believers and having the love they showed poored out on me! I miss it!!