Everybody can die from shock, I'm actually updating!
Okay, so I'll be the first to admit that I haven't been the greatest person lately....alright, or ever. Took me this long to realize it though. I've realized some very hard things about myself in the past week or so. Things that prevent me from having a good relationship, or for that matter, a sane mind. The only thing is, now that I know this, how will it be fixed? Can it be fixed? I'm letting down myself and the people I love. Probably because things I fear have been engrained into my phsyche. (oooo, I KNOW I just spelled like, eight things incorrectly!) Things from a long time ago. Things that have never actually surfaced but are always there, nagging at me. It's stupid. It's all very stupid.
Nancy and Eileen, I owe you my most heart-felt appologies. I hope to see both of you soon to explain myself in person. If you're free to get some coffee or hang out, give me a call.
Nancy and Eileen, I owe you my most heart-felt appologies. I hope to see both of you soon to explain myself in person. If you're free to get some coffee or hang out, give me a call.