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ugh. i hate that. i have this churning in my stomach and a pain in my chest because someone called wanting a favor...let's be honest, he only called me to see if i could find weed for him. what a jerk. and for him to call me gives me the willies anyway, but to be so insensitive and selfish about the whole thing. ouch. and now i'm subconsciously thinking about him. ugh. i'm very close to being sick i'm so pissed. what a fuck. what a fuck up. good thing i'm going to avoid him for the rest of my life.
on a lighter note, i got to hold my cousin's baby ALL DAY! she's so great, she's like two months old. my cousin is so happy with her new baby girl. i'm very happy for her. i swear, there were like 20 pictures taken of me holding sophie. what the hell is it going to be like when i'm the one with a baby? my uncle teased me today and said, "you're next, right?" dude, don't creep me out like that. seriously.
i get to go to the art institute tomorrow, i'm totally stoked. and i don't know how i feel about going back to macomb. i miss my kitty and tanner though, but honestly, nothing else in macomb really matters to me. in fact, i'd rather not face things in macomb right now. i'd rather run away to a far off country.
guess i'm SOL, huh?
on a lighter note, i got to hold my cousin's baby ALL DAY! she's so great, she's like two months old. my cousin is so happy with her new baby girl. i'm very happy for her. i swear, there were like 20 pictures taken of me holding sophie. what the hell is it going to be like when i'm the one with a baby? my uncle teased me today and said, "you're next, right?" dude, don't creep me out like that. seriously.
i get to go to the art institute tomorrow, i'm totally stoked. and i don't know how i feel about going back to macomb. i miss my kitty and tanner though, but honestly, nothing else in macomb really matters to me. in fact, i'd rather not face things in macomb right now. i'd rather run away to a far off country.
guess i'm SOL, huh?