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so i just randomly found out that this guy who i had the BIGGEST crush on at one point in my life (i.e. several years ago) and have not spoken to in an extremely long time, is gay. It makes so much sense now, and in a way, it's almost a feeling of relief. like, it was not just me. there was a reason for this crush lasting so long and not having it returned. if only i had known back then.