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hmm so i havn't written in a while. here's a minor update
*classes started, they're for the most part really dumb and boring, not going to bore you any further by elaborating
*i started to learn guitar, and it's pretty cool. i have a couple people showing me some things and it's been fun. so i've been fooling around with that a lot and gotten back into practicing a lot more on violin, which is always a good thing.
*i started smoking pot again. don't know if this is a good or bad thing, don't really care either. after a long 7 month break i actually enjoy being high again. never would have guessed that.
everything else has been kindof a blur lately. for some reason i've been in this depressed slump that i just can't get myself out of for the past couple months. i just feel so far removed from everything, and i don't know how to make myself happy again. i mean, there have been ups here and there, but for the most part, like 80% of the time, i just feel so down. maybe it's the whole winter thing, with the sun not being out and all. i just feel that there are so many things that are happening that i can't stop, and that i have to face every day, and there's no avoiding them.
and my roommates (not morgan) are fucking crazy. there's the whole thermostat issue with what temperature to keep the apartment at, and they insist on keeping it insanely hot (77 degrees), so, naturally morgan and i will turn it down when it gets to these really hot temperatures. so instead of talking to us about it, they put up these post-it notes all around the apartment. and then about a week or 2 ago they went all crazy and surrounded the thermostat with about 15 post-its being like "ITS COLD OUTSIDE"
"RESPECT"
"IT'S WINTER"
and my favorite one "DONT DISRESPECT THE NOTES BY TAKING THEM DOWN"
but like wtf, they can't talk to us about anything face to face, instead they have to be all retarded about it by leaving post-its everywhere
whatever though, they're graduating this year so it's not a big deal i guess.
and there's also something else that i'm increasingly getting more and more worried about. i'm not going to go further into this, but melissa, you probably know what i'm talking about.
befri and stend for life
FOR LIFE
*classes started, they're for the most part really dumb and boring, not going to bore you any further by elaborating
*i started to learn guitar, and it's pretty cool. i have a couple people showing me some things and it's been fun. so i've been fooling around with that a lot and gotten back into practicing a lot more on violin, which is always a good thing.
*i started smoking pot again. don't know if this is a good or bad thing, don't really care either. after a long 7 month break i actually enjoy being high again. never would have guessed that.
everything else has been kindof a blur lately. for some reason i've been in this depressed slump that i just can't get myself out of for the past couple months. i just feel so far removed from everything, and i don't know how to make myself happy again. i mean, there have been ups here and there, but for the most part, like 80% of the time, i just feel so down. maybe it's the whole winter thing, with the sun not being out and all. i just feel that there are so many things that are happening that i can't stop, and that i have to face every day, and there's no avoiding them.
and my roommates (not morgan) are fucking crazy. there's the whole thermostat issue with what temperature to keep the apartment at, and they insist on keeping it insanely hot (77 degrees), so, naturally morgan and i will turn it down when it gets to these really hot temperatures. so instead of talking to us about it, they put up these post-it notes all around the apartment. and then about a week or 2 ago they went all crazy and surrounded the thermostat with about 15 post-its being like "ITS COLD OUTSIDE"
"RESPECT"
"IT'S WINTER"
and my favorite one "DONT DISRESPECT THE NOTES BY TAKING THEM DOWN"
but like wtf, they can't talk to us about anything face to face, instead they have to be all retarded about it by leaving post-its everywhere
whatever though, they're graduating this year so it's not a big deal i guess.
and there's also something else that i'm increasingly getting more and more worried about. i'm not going to go further into this, but melissa, you probably know what i'm talking about.
befri and stend for life
FOR LIFE