Aug 22, 2005 19:21
I am going to make a new LiveJournal name and make my site friends only, so if you think we are friends, then you have nothing to fear. But if I do not talk to you often, then sorry, but we are not friends and thus you will not be on my friends list. But if you are worried, make a comment and I will consider adding you.
So, Maryland was lame. The wedding was so cheap and I felt bad because they had to pay for it themselves and I feel awful saying that but hey, we all know I am blunt and say what I feel. Most of the time. I know I have a tendency to ignore uncomfortable situations, which actually makes them more uncomfortable but if I do not have to deal with it, then that is fine by me.
I miss my brother. I have not seen him since sixth grade and seeing him again was almost too much. I felt like crying many a times, and nothing was happening. Like, we were all talking in our hotel room and I just wanted to cry. But I really don't do that unless I am being yelled at.
My nieces, whoa, they are crazy. I love them though and they followed me everywhere and called me Aunt Carmen. I was babysitting Eric's (brother) six month old named Tyler and went to Applebee's with the grandparents and we put the baby in the booth with me and the waitress said "Your baby is so cute!" And I knew everyone would think he was mine, so I moved my grandmother's old engagement ring to the other hand so people would not think I was this hussy. And I went to change his diaper in the bathroom and I have never done so before nor have I seen so much shit in my entire life. And he kept crying the entire time until I put his pacifier in his mouth. Then he shut up and I was pissed because I could have done that earlier. Sound echoes in the bathroom and it was loud and I was cringing and praying no one would come in, but someone did and I felt stupid.
Oh, and my new name is furyhasthehour.