Aug 10, 2005 23:28
I like to sleep until noon, so I set my alarm when I went to bed this morning. I was dreaming and heard it go off and I was sad because I like to sleep and I knew it was Alex because hardly anyone text messages me anymore other than him. And all he said was that he was bored and I am to start a conversation; lame.
I cleaned my room today, but only because I felt like it, not because Madre would like me to. I had no intentions on going out afterwords, but as I was driving to work, Dean called and said that it was his last night in town before he left for college. I got so sad because I had to close and I really wanted to say good bye, he was my best friend, there were so many trials and tribulations in our friendship/relationship and we have been through so much and I love him so much, so I told him to wait on me to get off work and we can do something. I didn't get off until quarter til ten and I called him and he said he was on his way to Academy to come get me. We went bowling and I ran into Mark and Jake and Eric and Kevin and Drew and Jason (they were all bowling together) and I got all excited. Then, I saw Amanda and I got even more excited because she is so sweet and I love her so much, and fellas, she is gorgeous. I mean absolutely gorgeous! Anyway, we played two games, I got second to the last the first game and won the second (there were no bumpers, Lauren). I got two strikes and three spares, that is the best I have ever played! Dean said I should go to hell and I told him to eat me, because I won and will forever hold it against him. I then dropped him off at his car, which he left at Academy and was about to cry because who knows how long it will be until I see him again. He told me that when I go down to Auburn, that I can stay with him. I told him to stay here, to stay in Birmingham, because I kind of am and I really am going to miss him. He said he might transfer to UAB next fall, so that will be good.
It just dawned on me today that we are all going our separate ways. Rob left last week, Dean and Adam are leaving tomorrow, Jake leaves Saturday, and then I will have no one to hang out with anymore. I just want a friend, nothing more at the moment, and they are all so much fun, I don't think anyone can take their place.
Today's phone calls: Dean, Jon F.
Today's text messages: Alex Cousin