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yesterday night sucked, i acted very stupid, sorry marty... u kno how i am and what im afraid of.
i wanted to stay sober, didnt, i got drunk coz i felt shit and then i passed out at about 2am already which also sucked... but i had lots of fun with olly and becky before, we watched together little britain (well olly was unfortunately only online but it still was great) and we ate pizza and fries.
i seriously need a job, wanna meet up with olly (and prob marty if he wants) to eat pizza and get drunk, but trains here in uk are so goddamn expensive! im afraid of today, loads of english ppl around me and i can hardly cope with two of them, my english sucks. but im also looking forward to it, this christmas will be completely different to my last 22 christmasses, ... christmasses? lol
anywho actually i havent got much to say so... oh and i talked with my grandma and my dad on the phone. my dad started making me feel guilty but i didnt say anything becoz it was christmas... and he kept on with that til i hung up...
yeah merry christmas! lol
i wanted to stay sober, didnt, i got drunk coz i felt shit and then i passed out at about 2am already which also sucked... but i had lots of fun with olly and becky before, we watched together little britain (well olly was unfortunately only online but it still was great) and we ate pizza and fries.
i seriously need a job, wanna meet up with olly (and prob marty if he wants) to eat pizza and get drunk, but trains here in uk are so goddamn expensive! im afraid of today, loads of english ppl around me and i can hardly cope with two of them, my english sucks. but im also looking forward to it, this christmas will be completely different to my last 22 christmasses, ... christmasses? lol
anywho actually i havent got much to say so... oh and i talked with my grandma and my dad on the phone. my dad started making me feel guilty but i didnt say anything becoz it was christmas... and he kept on with that til i hung up...
yeah merry christmas! lol