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damn, one of my teeth aches so much that it causes me huge headache... ah well...
today sucks I think, I got school only til 11:30 but going to my grandma afterwards, not for long tho but still... then home, work, probably to a friend... dunno yet.
Andy was totally shattered last night, I first thought it was my fault that he's been so quiet... was hard seeing him hardly smiling all night, he went to bed early, I hope he had a good night and feels better today.
tonight my boyfriend and marty are on a party, I hope to meet both before they go there... Marty I hope everything goes well for u and that u can cope, if not, I'm there u know?
I really miss lucky... I wish he wasnt dead, I wish he was still alive and feeling good for once in his damn hard life, but he isnt...
and WTF? BECKY!!1! where are you? did u piss of ur mum again? migraine? u havent been on since tuesday and I so fuckin miss you :(
Got to talk to bewilders a bit yesterday... suddenly I have no clue why i liked him... when i talked to him i was like "ehhhhh? whatever"...
My convos with dan... lol well ...what convos? we hardly talk, he always complains i should talk to him, and i really try to but everything just so changed!... he doesnt talk, i dont talk... if we talk we complain coz we dont talk... things got weird...
so then, I think I'm off to school now. got up a bit earlier coz i wanted to talk to dan but appearently (like the last few nights) he already went to bed, meh!
Andy and Marty: Have fun tonight, take care... Marty remember about the boomshine thing, and film it! lol... and Andy...only 14 days to go! exactly now in two weeks I'm sitting in the bus to the airport!!
today sucks I think, I got school only til 11:30 but going to my grandma afterwards, not for long tho but still... then home, work, probably to a friend... dunno yet.
Andy was totally shattered last night, I first thought it was my fault that he's been so quiet... was hard seeing him hardly smiling all night, he went to bed early, I hope he had a good night and feels better today.
tonight my boyfriend and marty are on a party, I hope to meet both before they go there... Marty I hope everything goes well for u and that u can cope, if not, I'm there u know?
I really miss lucky... I wish he wasnt dead, I wish he was still alive and feeling good for once in his damn hard life, but he isnt...
and WTF? BECKY!!1! where are you? did u piss of ur mum again? migraine? u havent been on since tuesday and I so fuckin miss you :(
Got to talk to bewilders a bit yesterday... suddenly I have no clue why i liked him... when i talked to him i was like "ehhhhh? whatever"...
My convos with dan... lol well ...what convos? we hardly talk, he always complains i should talk to him, and i really try to but everything just so changed!... he doesnt talk, i dont talk... if we talk we complain coz we dont talk... things got weird...
so then, I think I'm off to school now. got up a bit earlier coz i wanted to talk to dan but appearently (like the last few nights) he already went to bed, meh!
Andy and Marty: Have fun tonight, take care... Marty remember about the boomshine thing, and film it! lol... and Andy...only 14 days to go! exactly now in two weeks I'm sitting in the bus to the airport!!