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okay, so lucky survived the night but it got worse. all the fault of these fuckin stupid ppl who claim to know about dogs, save them from dead in france and let them fuckin die here in germany coz they want to SAVE MONEY... I so could cry when i think about it. he's finally in a very good clinic now, my chef called me this morning at 9 to tell me. she also said that i was born to work with dogs and that she will give me an apprentice ship next year in august if i cant make this other training. anyways I'm so worried about lucky and still wait for the call how he's doing. not sure if he survives today, i feel sick about that.
I soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo badly miss my boy... andy i mean. He's so gorgeous. I hope he and marty are okay and have fun.
i had an argument with dan last night, i went off and we didnt talk since. I feel really bad about it, we were arguing coz nobody of us was talking and both were quiet but i couldnt help but being quiet coz i was so worried about lucky... damn, i miss him already i hope he will forgive me.
despite that, I got about 7 hours sleep tonight, like i promised! :)
I'm going to dinner tonight with my family. it's the birthday of my mums husband. I so dont wanna go, I mean i could cope if my brother was coming, but i was out with him last night for n hour and he told me he cant come. MEH! I miss my brother, he's with my grandma the only cool person in my weird family.
tomorrow in one month is my 23rd birthday. I'm a grandma :/
damn I'm so worried bout lucky...
I soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo badly miss my boy... andy i mean. He's so gorgeous. I hope he and marty are okay and have fun.
i had an argument with dan last night, i went off and we didnt talk since. I feel really bad about it, we were arguing coz nobody of us was talking and both were quiet but i couldnt help but being quiet coz i was so worried about lucky... damn, i miss him already i hope he will forgive me.
despite that, I got about 7 hours sleep tonight, like i promised! :)
I'm going to dinner tonight with my family. it's the birthday of my mums husband. I so dont wanna go, I mean i could cope if my brother was coming, but i was out with him last night for n hour and he told me he cant come. MEH! I miss my brother, he's with my grandma the only cool person in my weird family.
tomorrow in one month is my 23rd birthday. I'm a grandma :/
damn I'm so worried bout lucky...