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[silvercebo]

I feel horrible today, I have serious reason to think that manu betrayed me AGAIN. still not sure though, I didn't sleep, was up til eight this morning then I heard the thing about manu, then I got drunk and cut my arm...fuckin relapse! I puked the whole day and went shopping with my mum totally drunk... well... oh fuck all, that's all not worth it...I didn't do anything to him, I always try to be nice and friendly to everybody, I hate arguing...but somehow I must do something totally wrong...not sure what though fuck it.

still love chris' background vocals!