ramble ramble
Looking back on my previous post I was so very optimistic.....
Ummm since then, which has been forever, a lot of things have happened...
I have moved to Cardiff, and it's pretty cool! I like here and hopefully i'll be staying here for a while. We'll see where life takes me I guess...
Since my last post a lot of crappy things have happened in my family, stressful things I have done to myself, and money situations. Despite all my careful saving through uni, I am now in debt and it could possibly take a few months to get back into credit. I've spent most of my time being utterly miserable due to the combined efforts of the above crappy things.
Not all things have been bad however! I went to tokonatsu a few weeks back! Never finished the cosplays that I had planned, but a good time was had none the less, and I made my first kigu (Toothless) and once I'm better I really want to try my hand at kigu commissions or something. They are pretty fun to make! After tokonatsu I went to Paris, and it was beautiful. Slightly worrying because of the money situation, but Paris is kind to students and graduates for the most part. I also went and stood outside Goeblins for a while (a very famous animation school if you were wondering) and pretended I was good enough to go there or something. The riots kinda messed it up a little! In the way that we had to spend the night at the airport so we didn't get caught up in them. 8 hours in an airport is hell. And I actually like airports a lot! Would really like to go back to Paris though!
I also have a job now. I'm working at Subway, and it's not a difficult job. I'm just awful at interaction, but they don't have a lot of hours for me right now, so while I am getting some money, it is nowhere near enough to pay rent or bills and I am stuck fretting over what I can do. It's been giving me a lot of stress, and my mood has been all over the place with a lot of wanting to burst into tears and generally being unenthusiastic about everything. A lot of little things have been getting to me because of it too.
If anyone is interested, I am selling a few things over here: http://silverfoodfund.livejournal.com/1001.html and am taking mug commissions again here: http://silverfoodfund.livejournal.com/1234.html in an attempt to get back into credit. Even just spreading the word would help a lot ;a;
In other news, I am 21 on Friday. In my current situation I am planning to be utterly miserable about it, and hope for gifts of money, which unfortunately never seems to happen because my relatives are somewhat useless like that :l I'm not really expecting a lot! I don't think that my family can afford to come visit me, and I can't afford to go down there and I'll possibly have work anyway. The main good thing is that I will get a pay rise because i'll be 21. It also means that I can do stuff like drink in America, BUT THAT DOESN'T REALLY CONCERN ME EITHER.
And I think that's me done! I have loads more to say, like with fandoms and cosplays and stuff I guess, but this post is getting rambly and stuff
Ummm since then, which has been forever, a lot of things have happened...
I have moved to Cardiff, and it's pretty cool! I like here and hopefully i'll be staying here for a while. We'll see where life takes me I guess...
Since my last post a lot of crappy things have happened in my family, stressful things I have done to myself, and money situations. Despite all my careful saving through uni, I am now in debt and it could possibly take a few months to get back into credit. I've spent most of my time being utterly miserable due to the combined efforts of the above crappy things.
Not all things have been bad however! I went to tokonatsu a few weeks back! Never finished the cosplays that I had planned, but a good time was had none the less, and I made my first kigu (Toothless) and once I'm better I really want to try my hand at kigu commissions or something. They are pretty fun to make! After tokonatsu I went to Paris, and it was beautiful. Slightly worrying because of the money situation, but Paris is kind to students and graduates for the most part. I also went and stood outside Goeblins for a while (a very famous animation school if you were wondering) and pretended I was good enough to go there or something. The riots kinda messed it up a little! In the way that we had to spend the night at the airport so we didn't get caught up in them. 8 hours in an airport is hell. And I actually like airports a lot! Would really like to go back to Paris though!
I also have a job now. I'm working at Subway, and it's not a difficult job. I'm just awful at interaction, but they don't have a lot of hours for me right now, so while I am getting some money, it is nowhere near enough to pay rent or bills and I am stuck fretting over what I can do. It's been giving me a lot of stress, and my mood has been all over the place with a lot of wanting to burst into tears and generally being unenthusiastic about everything. A lot of little things have been getting to me because of it too.
If anyone is interested, I am selling a few things over here: http://silverfoodfund.livejournal.com/1001.html and am taking mug commissions again here: http://silverfoodfund.livejournal.com/1234.html in an attempt to get back into credit. Even just spreading the word would help a lot ;a;
In other news, I am 21 on Friday. In my current situation I am planning to be utterly miserable about it, and hope for gifts of money, which unfortunately never seems to happen because my relatives are somewhat useless like that :l I'm not really expecting a lot! I don't think that my family can afford to come visit me, and I can't afford to go down there and I'll possibly have work anyway. The main good thing is that I will get a pay rise because i'll be 21. It also means that I can do stuff like drink in America, BUT THAT DOESN'T REALLY CONCERN ME EITHER.
And I think that's me done! I have loads more to say, like with fandoms and cosplays and stuff I guess, but this post is getting rambly and stuff