;_; Updates
So yeah, ellie got back to me and basically, her two friends decided that they were only going to go for one day, and no longer need a hotel room. So I am back to not being able to afford expo ;_; So I have no idea what is happening. Ellie is looking at hostels now I think, but IDK ;A;
I think it's worse because of the america disappointment >> It's not my friends fault, but I think that I got my hopes up too high and now I don't know what to do ;A; But my mum is being amazing as usual and is trying to get in contact with our american relations to sort something out, (via facebook, she never uses facebook :s )But i'm still kinda down about it ;A;
And I think it's probably had a knock on effect because all the stress that I haven't really been feeling over uni has hit me in one ;A; I have a load of stuff to do in the next 2 weeks, and i'm here attempting to make a single animation look pretty so I can have at least one thing that I will be proud of in my showreel. I have to make a rough showreel tomorrow. I also have to have images to take in for tomorrow, as my portfolio will have to make up for that. And I have nothing. Because all my work is either crap or fanart.
And I have no idea what to do for work experience either. I could try for the animator in residence, but they are only selecting 10 people and the day that they decide is my friends birthday... and thy might possibly very unlikely want me to work for them in the summer afterwards. But I doubt that >>;; But that is the only thing I can think of to do for work experience. Leonie (one of our lecturers) asked me if I was available for something in June, but I am not, so it failed ;A;
I think it's worse because of the america disappointment >> It's not my friends fault, but I think that I got my hopes up too high and now I don't know what to do ;A; But my mum is being amazing as usual and is trying to get in contact with our american relations to sort something out, (via facebook, she never uses facebook :s )But i'm still kinda down about it ;A;
And I think it's probably had a knock on effect because all the stress that I haven't really been feeling over uni has hit me in one ;A; I have a load of stuff to do in the next 2 weeks, and i'm here attempting to make a single animation look pretty so I can have at least one thing that I will be proud of in my showreel. I have to make a rough showreel tomorrow. I also have to have images to take in for tomorrow, as my portfolio will have to make up for that. And I have nothing. Because all my work is either crap or fanart.
And I have no idea what to do for work experience either. I could try for the animator in residence, but they are only selecting 10 people and the day that they decide is my friends birthday... and thy might possibly very unlikely want me to work for them in the summer afterwards. But I doubt that >>;; But that is the only thing I can think of to do for work experience. Leonie (one of our lecturers) asked me if I was available for something in June, but I am not, so it failed ;A;