May 21, 2006 23:04
I could say that i have not been able to find the first guy who's worth the sorrow... I mean let's think about it... the ones that are good looking, don't have brains.... the ones that have brains are too afraid to go for you... the ones that have brains and looks are only playing around... the ones that are good looking, have brains and settle down have girlfriends and are still playing around...
and what about guys who've been losers all throughtout school... once they graduate they radically change their looks... so they can have a fresh start in college... so far that's great! but once they do...t hey just start playing around with women ... like trying to get back at us women because we never cared for them.... wait a second dude... i didn't know u when u were a loser... and i'm pretty sure i would have like u even if you were a circus freak! what's up with that type of men?? i mean why do u have to have all that hatred, why do u need vengeance so bad?? i mean c'mon... i was never even close of being prom queen... actually i wasn't even popular back in school... why should i??? it's just a waste of energy... not for that i want to get back at anyone... i mean it's not like if it ever troubled me to be the center of attention of people i don't care about...
i mean... dude u don't have to be an asshole with girls u just met just because girls weren't all over you when u were in school...
And guys who have the looks, the brains, the style, the ways to talk... those who are fucking perfect... they're just so used to having girls all over them that even if they're interested in you... they're not gonna hit on you... and why would i settle for being just another one to someone who's just perfect to me? they will find any possible way so that you're the one who's all over them and not the other way...
oh! and guys with girlfriends... you meet a guys... he's just gorgeous... smart, super sweet, super kind, he cooks, he makes drinks, he has a jeep, he's super interesting...he's sensitive, you have stuff in common, you feel a connection between the two of you... hey! want to know who else is cute?? his girlfriend.... yup... you're perfect boyfriend comes with bargain...
That's when i just sit and wonder is there at least one guy who's worth it? not 2 or 3... i'm just asking for ONE! one guy who'd be just perfect for me... and even if it doesn't work just something that i can look back and say: that guy is worth the sorrow...