Unexpected
Well, out of the blue last week, I got a phone call from a local doctor's office, wanting to know if I wanted to come work for them. Considering I hadn't been looking for another job, I was a bit lost, but it breaks down into:
-30 hr/week for the same I'm making now at 40 hr/week, so a significant pay raise (from 8.25/hr to about 11/hr)
-Paid holidays off (including Memorial and Labor day weekends, the 23rd-26th of December off, and Black Friday off), a week of paid vacation, and your birthday off and paid.
-Hours from 9 am to 6 pm, so daylight hours and a regular sleep schedule.
-Every Sunday off (which would have been wonderful while my grandparents were alive, we went to see them every Sunday, but I always had to work)
-Alternating Saturdays off, working 3 hours on the weeks I work.
Sounds nice, I told them I would go ahead and take it, but I'm incredibly, incredibly nervous about it. Been making myself sick with the anxiety, because change NEVER ends well for me, and yeah, this is a poor choice. But I'm hoping daylight hours may make me a little less depressed and scale back on the suicidal impulses.
Not to mention, no more guests like the one who threatened to beat my brains in. Or the ones that watch porn in the lobby and jack off. >:(
In other news, went to Build-A-Bear on Friday, and loved it. My Pumpkin Bear I bought from another ageplayer who was cleaning out their collection came in unstuffed, so we got to stuff that one and I picked out one for me, and had a blast. They didn't look at me like I was crazy at all! And to boot, their Hulk and Iron Man costumes came in, so whee.
I went to that appointment with my therapist, but she had forgotten that she had rescheduled it with me, and had another client in session. She said she'd call to reschedule me, but has yet to get back with me. And that was how many weeks ago? So, I think it's pretty mutual that it's over.
Beyond that, same shit, different day. What's new with you?
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-30 hr/week for the same I'm making now at 40 hr/week, so a significant pay raise (from 8.25/hr to about 11/hr)
-Paid holidays off (including Memorial and Labor day weekends, the 23rd-26th of December off, and Black Friday off), a week of paid vacation, and your birthday off and paid.
-Hours from 9 am to 6 pm, so daylight hours and a regular sleep schedule.
-Every Sunday off (which would have been wonderful while my grandparents were alive, we went to see them every Sunday, but I always had to work)
-Alternating Saturdays off, working 3 hours on the weeks I work.
Sounds nice, I told them I would go ahead and take it, but I'm incredibly, incredibly nervous about it. Been making myself sick with the anxiety, because change NEVER ends well for me, and yeah, this is a poor choice. But I'm hoping daylight hours may make me a little less depressed and scale back on the suicidal impulses.
Not to mention, no more guests like the one who threatened to beat my brains in. Or the ones that watch porn in the lobby and jack off. >:(
In other news, went to Build-A-Bear on Friday, and loved it. My Pumpkin Bear I bought from another ageplayer who was cleaning out their collection came in unstuffed, so we got to stuff that one and I picked out one for me, and had a blast. They didn't look at me like I was crazy at all! And to boot, their Hulk and Iron Man costumes came in, so whee.
I went to that appointment with my therapist, but she had forgotten that she had rescheduled it with me, and had another client in session. She said she'd call to reschedule me, but has yet to get back with me. And that was how many weeks ago? So, I think it's pretty mutual that it's over.
Beyond that, same shit, different day. What's new with you?
This entry originally posted at (http://silverblaze85.dreamwidth.org/90133.html), where there are
comments on it. :)