This Beautiful Tragedy... came crashing into me...
I have to admit it.
I'm crushed.
I'm crying out "Perfidia"
I can't deal with the days in my life without him.
How can I go on without his daily affection.
A hug. A kiss. A text. An IM.
My world's gone grey.
I fill my life with bands and shows and business.
It's all distraction.
Yeah I know there's so much more to me than him. But he'd been a part of me for so long.... I don't know what to do with the emptiness now...
I try and act all tough and strong... but I can't keep up the game face much longer...
He's going to be such a hard act to follow. I'd never met a guy like him. Even with all his flaws he was so solid. So intelligent. I didn't always agree with his views... yeah we come from different worlds. But that would make life boring.
I loved how he always found a way to teach me something. Open my mind.
I loved the sound of his laughter.
The scent of him.
I used to think of him and smile...
Now I think of him and wince... cry a little inside everytime...
No one EVER has held me the way he did.
No one has ever come to my rescue as much as he did.
I don't think I've ever been THAT attracted to someone either. I mean jeez! He's gorgeous... even with all his imperfections. Maybe it's just the way he looked in my eyes...hehe... With his beautiful doe eyes. We could be in a crowded room full of people and speak a thousand words just by looking in each other's eyes.
Falling for him was like a sucker punch.
It came out of nowhere. I think that's why it hit me so hard. I wasn't looking for that... But it found me.
The thought of him with any other girl is devastating. Every love song I hear just stabs me in the ribs. They feel ugly.
What the fuck am I going to do?
How do I go on? I've never tried to fall out of love with someone that didnt do me wrong... that only did me right. And proved himself over and over to me to be the one. Without even trying.
Sigh...
I want him back....
Maybe this is the way I'm supposed to live my life. I've always had loss in my life. The sweetest things have been taken from me. Loosing my parents made me a fighter. Loosing him will make me a jugernaut. Maybe I'm not supposed to be distracted by those kinds of emotions. Maybe I'm supposed to be hard and cold and unloving.
I find it really easy to be mad at the world over loosing him to another bitch. I'm a victim of fucking circumstance. I'm much to complacent when I'm happy and I'm in love. I let to many things slide. I let to many people take the easy way out. I become lazy and untactful.
Not for me...
Maybe this is the way it's supposed to be.
His love just wasn't meant for me.
BEAUTIFUL TRAGEDY
Silent night, let me sleep away these memories within
sacrifices of purity are turning into sins
And this judgement day is growing near
And this cofession is killing me again
This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me
This dying destiny
So now you lay yourself down in this grave with shattered eyes
Beautiful melodies to try and wash away the lies
And this judgement day is growing near
And this confession is killing me again
This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me
This dying destiny, take me away
This beautiful tragedy come crashing into me
This dying destiny
Will you be there
Will you be there by my grave
Or will you be the death of me
My beautiful tragedy
This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me
This dying destiny, take me away
This beautiful tragedy come crashing into me
This dying destiny
-- Maria Brink of In This Moment <3
I'm crushed.
I'm crying out "Perfidia"
I can't deal with the days in my life without him.
How can I go on without his daily affection.
A hug. A kiss. A text. An IM.
My world's gone grey.
I fill my life with bands and shows and business.
It's all distraction.
Yeah I know there's so much more to me than him. But he'd been a part of me for so long.... I don't know what to do with the emptiness now...
I try and act all tough and strong... but I can't keep up the game face much longer...
He's going to be such a hard act to follow. I'd never met a guy like him. Even with all his flaws he was so solid. So intelligent. I didn't always agree with his views... yeah we come from different worlds. But that would make life boring.
I loved how he always found a way to teach me something. Open my mind.
I loved the sound of his laughter.
The scent of him.
I used to think of him and smile...
Now I think of him and wince... cry a little inside everytime...
No one EVER has held me the way he did.
No one has ever come to my rescue as much as he did.
I don't think I've ever been THAT attracted to someone either. I mean jeez! He's gorgeous... even with all his imperfections. Maybe it's just the way he looked in my eyes...hehe... With his beautiful doe eyes. We could be in a crowded room full of people and speak a thousand words just by looking in each other's eyes.
Falling for him was like a sucker punch.
It came out of nowhere. I think that's why it hit me so hard. I wasn't looking for that... But it found me.
The thought of him with any other girl is devastating. Every love song I hear just stabs me in the ribs. They feel ugly.
What the fuck am I going to do?
How do I go on? I've never tried to fall out of love with someone that didnt do me wrong... that only did me right. And proved himself over and over to me to be the one. Without even trying.
Sigh...
I want him back....
Maybe this is the way I'm supposed to live my life. I've always had loss in my life. The sweetest things have been taken from me. Loosing my parents made me a fighter. Loosing him will make me a jugernaut. Maybe I'm not supposed to be distracted by those kinds of emotions. Maybe I'm supposed to be hard and cold and unloving.
I find it really easy to be mad at the world over loosing him to another bitch. I'm a victim of fucking circumstance. I'm much to complacent when I'm happy and I'm in love. I let to many things slide. I let to many people take the easy way out. I become lazy and untactful.
Not for me...
Maybe this is the way it's supposed to be.
His love just wasn't meant for me.
BEAUTIFUL TRAGEDY
Silent night, let me sleep away these memories within
sacrifices of purity are turning into sins
And this judgement day is growing near
And this cofession is killing me again
This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me
This dying destiny
So now you lay yourself down in this grave with shattered eyes
Beautiful melodies to try and wash away the lies
And this judgement day is growing near
And this confession is killing me again
This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me
This dying destiny, take me away
This beautiful tragedy come crashing into me
This dying destiny
Will you be there
Will you be there by my grave
Or will you be the death of me
My beautiful tragedy
This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me
This dying destiny, take me away
This beautiful tragedy come crashing into me
This dying destiny
-- Maria Brink of In This Moment <3