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[silverbear010]

So it's been like 6 months since my last update... so... how should i start this??? Well, family life= great. I'm getting along with my whole family just fine, perfect. Me and Steve, going on 10 months! How exciting! Things have sort of been a roller coaster ride for us the past 6 months, it's just been a pretty good learning experience. Things between us are definatly pretty good now though, we've still got things to work on, but we're back to that point where nothing can get in the way of us anymore. Here's where i'm in a pretty big rut. Friends. I have none. I miss the freaking crap out of Jessica, for one thing. Me and Nicole never talk anymore. Neither do me and Ashley, but we talk more than me and Nicole. Me and Rachel are becoming good friends, me and Angie from work are talking more but i think that if i start hanging out with her, i'll get sucked into her ways... which wouldnt be good. And pretty much, that's it. I have no friends. I hang out with no one. I dont ever hang out with church friends, i feel like i intrude on their pre-formed clique. I just miss Jess, and Kait, and Britt, and Emily, and Jenn, and Matt, and Brian and Jayson and when we were all perfect for eachother! I'm sick of having no friends! and i dont want fake friends. I guess this is the time of high school where all your friends disappear, and you realize who your true friends are. So thank you to my true friends, who are understanding, and selfless, and who love me for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS! By the way... my daddy called last night. and he's my favorite!!! :-D

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AnnaNicole*