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I haven't done this in a while, but I feel the urge to write. This week has been hard, but I stuck it through.. I guess I had no choice. There's so much on my mind from petty shit to figuring out my life shit. Time is running out. I have to figure out what I'm going to do. I guess if it comes down to it, I'll move back home...I just need to find a job down there... Or find one here and wait to move somewhere once I'm secure.
I've been so stressed out about my job lately. It seems like everything is working against me, but it all turns out okay in the end. Not that anyone who reads this cares, but what I do there is an accomplishment in my book considering the insanity.
I think yesterday was the first time I cried in front of strangers, but what can you do when you're stranded in the middle of the road because your car won't work. Fred said he'd pay the 400 to get it fixed because it never left him stranded when he had it for 15 years, but I said I'd go half. grr, that's a lot of money I don't want to spend.
I just don't see how I'm going to survive in this world. Come what may I suppose.
I take my virginity very seriously I guess because last night I got real offended (Insert "petty shit" here). At who, I'm not sure. Someone saw Scott and I at PI and got the wrong idea (I didn't talk to him at all the entire evening)and made up a story to his ex girlfriend pretending it was me. How lame is that? People need to get lives. Anyhow the persone pretended they were me, called up his ex saying I was in the middle of "being" with him. Fucking Gross!
I just don't understand people my age sometimes. I believe the stereotype sometimes where all young adults want to do is hook up with people or get drunk and party. I guess now is the time to do it..before you get a job and settle down. I'm just not that crazy.
Okay, Pepper-Aug 9 at HOB!
I've been so stressed out about my job lately. It seems like everything is working against me, but it all turns out okay in the end. Not that anyone who reads this cares, but what I do there is an accomplishment in my book considering the insanity.
I think yesterday was the first time I cried in front of strangers, but what can you do when you're stranded in the middle of the road because your car won't work. Fred said he'd pay the 400 to get it fixed because it never left him stranded when he had it for 15 years, but I said I'd go half. grr, that's a lot of money I don't want to spend.
I just don't see how I'm going to survive in this world. Come what may I suppose.
I take my virginity very seriously I guess because last night I got real offended (Insert "petty shit" here). At who, I'm not sure. Someone saw Scott and I at PI and got the wrong idea (I didn't talk to him at all the entire evening)and made up a story to his ex girlfriend pretending it was me. How lame is that? People need to get lives. Anyhow the persone pretended they were me, called up his ex saying I was in the middle of "being" with him. Fucking Gross!
I just don't understand people my age sometimes. I believe the stereotype sometimes where all young adults want to do is hook up with people or get drunk and party. I guess now is the time to do it..before you get a job and settle down. I'm just not that crazy.
Okay, Pepper-Aug 9 at HOB!