(no subject)
A Really Terrible Feeling: thinking a few key people know something about you that even you dont. They know you're excluded but you dont yet. They know what you only fear and hope isnt true.
but then again ive been known to be paranoid. Scratch that, im not paranoid. When i think something is going on it usually is... ew.
its not as bad as i thought it might be.
i dont know if my life is getting better or worse. Maybe that kind of thing cant be measured. Life is just different. +/- not applicable in all respects.
experience. thats a big fat +/-. well more like a +++/-, or something like that. More beneficial than harmful because i know i'll always bounce back.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
but then again ive been known to be paranoid. Scratch that, im not paranoid. When i think something is going on it usually is... ew.
its not as bad as i thought it might be.
i dont know if my life is getting better or worse. Maybe that kind of thing cant be measured. Life is just different. +/- not applicable in all respects.
experience. thats a big fat +/-. well more like a +++/-, or something like that. More beneficial than harmful because i know i'll always bounce back.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh