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so!
sunday night has been the best night in a while.
life in general has been completely tumultous, emotional in a destructive way, scary, dreadful, and confusing.
but now
ive made peace with it
i like how something can throw you off so much
and be so frightening
but then you come to terms with it
and even though EVERYTHING in your whole life has shifted
its ok. you adapt.
and sometimes the adaptation is five thousand times better than what you had when you were comfortable. Maybe comfort and easiness isnt good. Yeah, its no good.
I'm excited about life again. College especially. I've been dreading it, but now since ive changed where im going and what im doing i am pumped. Pumped for life. and experience. and growing up
I'm going to cherish these last few months. Its going way too fast. I would not mind if high school would just drag on a littleeeee lonnggerrr like 5 months.
but no, its time to get on with it.
note to juniors: as much as you want it to be over, when it really is over, its fucking scary. and sad. these are the best times we've had so far. I dont want to leave them. Everything is so fun and carefree. ENJOY IT.
ahh
greys anatomy time
also
i used to never be affected by my periods. No emotional change. BUt now there is a distinct 2-3 day spot every month where i go crazy with depression. Disturbing.
sunday night has been the best night in a while.
life in general has been completely tumultous, emotional in a destructive way, scary, dreadful, and confusing.
but now
ive made peace with it
i like how something can throw you off so much
and be so frightening
but then you come to terms with it
and even though EVERYTHING in your whole life has shifted
its ok. you adapt.
and sometimes the adaptation is five thousand times better than what you had when you were comfortable. Maybe comfort and easiness isnt good. Yeah, its no good.
I'm excited about life again. College especially. I've been dreading it, but now since ive changed where im going and what im doing i am pumped. Pumped for life. and experience. and growing up
I'm going to cherish these last few months. Its going way too fast. I would not mind if high school would just drag on a littleeeee lonnggerrr like 5 months.
but no, its time to get on with it.
note to juniors: as much as you want it to be over, when it really is over, its fucking scary. and sad. these are the best times we've had so far. I dont want to leave them. Everything is so fun and carefree. ENJOY IT.
ahh
greys anatomy time
also
i used to never be affected by my periods. No emotional change. BUt now there is a distinct 2-3 day spot every month where i go crazy with depression. Disturbing.