Jul 18, 2002 10:26
Good morning. I'm in a nondepressing mood this morning. Although none of my friends have seen me depressed the'd be suprised! Anyway I made breakfast for me and Zach this morning. He is still asleep so I guess It's going in the microwave cause pancakes get cold very fast.
I'm supposed to be watching my little cousin today. I'm not really used to watching little girls lol. So I really don't know what to expect. I sure would like to see how Zach will react around a girl. Probably treat her like crap jsut like the rest of us.
My friend Mez is sort of obsessed with this boy who has a girlfriend. She can't seem to get over the fact that he told her that he was over her....I don't see how ppl can linger on past relationships. Like Sugar Ray says.....when it's over it's over!
I think I have a new crush....I mean she is nice and all and really popular, but she is married.
I now watch the news more than ever now lol. I think I may be paranoied that some war may take place with out anyone telling me. Hey I may not be important, but the least the president could do is give me a call. Politics is becomeing interesting to me. i don;t know why. I haven't talked to Janice in about 2 days. I'm not worried, cause I don't have anything to say to her anyway. I'm pretty sure nothing has happened. I need to get out of the house. I think I'm going to Astroworld, well im about 100% precent sure I'm going.
I'm going with my cousin and her best friend who happens to like me. lol. She is pretty cute, but I'm not really into the whole cheating idea... But You know what, I don't call it cheating unless ur married. But I'm not attracted to her. She's about 14 I think. But she has liked me since I've met her and that was about 6 years ago. lol. But all my life I've been atracting younger girls. but hardly any my age lol. A few of my own cousins had crushes on me. That's kinda sick sorta, but hey wat can i say... im a hunk lol.
We're supposed to go fishin' when Resha comes back. I can't wait.
Well I'll leave you all with this:
My life is likened unto a dried rose of past times which exist only in my mind yet though dried,can still perfume the air with what it once was.