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Life has been odd lately. Class is great but school has left much to desire (especially our screwed up administration). I'm thinking of closing a chapter in my life... or at least finishing several of them anyway. There are things in my life I love, things I hate, and things that I have no clue what to do with, but that is how life is. I am able to accept the things that can never change (like my mother...) and I am able to just be a better person now because I try. I also accept that I can't fix people. No matter what help I want to give them, if they won't accept, I have to leave it alone. I can no longer just keep pushing hoping they will wake up and realize the danger they put themselves in. I also accept the fact that I will never get the hang of spelling ;P but thats ok I have a comp to handle that or my friend to help me.
I wish I could find some people... people I want to check up on and have just one meaningful conversation with. I want to thank some people and other I need to just give one swift punch and be done with it. The ghosts of the past that haunt me might never go away, but hey if at least try to solve these issues then that is enough for me.
Post in my journal if you want me to tell you how you have influenced my life. I can't promise a nice answer but at least it will be the truth.
I wish I could find some people... people I want to check up on and have just one meaningful conversation with. I want to thank some people and other I need to just give one swift punch and be done with it. The ghosts of the past that haunt me might never go away, but hey if at least try to solve these issues then that is enough for me.
Post in my journal if you want me to tell you how you have influenced my life. I can't promise a nice answer but at least it will be the truth.