Suicide
I've been having a ton of suicidal thoughts today. I just don't see the point. I've had a broken heart for over four months now, and I'm just always so depressed. I never have anyone to hang out with, and I just try to get through each day. I don't feel anything, not even when I cut. I just wanna DIE. I can't take this anymore. I laughed in class today, it felt great, and I got in trouble for that. I listen to sad songs all day long just trying to numb the pain that I feel, but nothing seems to work. I don't know why I'm alive anymore... I've just had it.