Parents can never understand childrens
Why do parents never tried to understand their children, I wonder? and they looked like they really mind it if we-childrens- are now capable to make our own decision-in this case,Me- and do what we want freely ?
I'm not a 12 years old girl anymore. I'm about to be 20 this year, and I think I'm grown enough to make my OWN decision which one is good or bad, and I think if it's good, I don't really have to discuss it with my parents..Just like when I joined the Greenpeace (duh~...joining something social and good, why not? saving all the woods and trees out there to prevent any disasters? ..) and when she'd found out bout that..she's really mad at me and keep on saying "why don't u ask me first?! do you think u're good enough to make any decision? you think you can do that? " and so on.....I hate it. She really didn't realize that I'm not a little kid anymore who has to be pampered with the parents and have to ask first about anything, I think she just can't accept that I'm already grown enough and don't really need to depend fully on her..
Hang out with our friends, isn't it good? taking a good relationship with the other, isn't that nice? wasn't it better than taking drugs or stealing some people's things? doing criminals? They WON'T LIKE IT at all, will they? ...and I'm hanging out my friends isn't everyday, it's just like once or twice a month..and she's making a fuss about that and throwing tantrum at me? ....darn.........she really don't know how to make her daughter happy..It's not like I neve help her at home, I've tried to help her..but she just can't get enough of it, and very impatient about anything and get angry so oftenly over little things I did if it's not the way she want.
I'm really stuck here, and it's sucks..I really wanted to live somewhere..far away from her, sometimes.-_-;;; she thinks because she's stressed or depressed about something (well..some THING really DID happen in my family...something horrible...and I got the side effect of it......sucks..) then she'll just throw tantrum to every people at home. Will I be lilke her ? T_T I don't wanna be like her. no at all.nu-uh~..no sir no way. I hate it. I hate this kind of thing. really.
Ah fuck off...I could be ignorance. I want to know if I really become ignorance, what she'll do to me? hitting me again? thanks..really need that
anyway, today's fun enough (yeah..'course I don't have to be stuck alone at home with my mom around and this and that...) and meeting my dear dear friends...eating, drawing, ice-skating (lol...it was really fun..xD it's been a long time since last time I skate with friends ..XD ) ..and then play the Dance dance revolution, then eat ice cream and joking and chatting with them....really fun XD~~ hahaha.....
uploading some Miyavi's PV again..
Miyavi - Kimi ni Negai wo PV = download
Miyavi - Qoo Cuack Clock PV = download
I'm not a 12 years old girl anymore. I'm about to be 20 this year, and I think I'm grown enough to make my OWN decision which one is good or bad, and I think if it's good, I don't really have to discuss it with my parents..Just like when I joined the Greenpeace (duh~...joining something social and good, why not? saving all the woods and trees out there to prevent any disasters? ..) and when she'd found out bout that..she's really mad at me and keep on saying "why don't u ask me first?! do you think u're good enough to make any decision? you think you can do that? " and so on.....I hate it. She really didn't realize that I'm not a little kid anymore who has to be pampered with the parents and have to ask first about anything, I think she just can't accept that I'm already grown enough and don't really need to depend fully on her..
Hang out with our friends, isn't it good? taking a good relationship with the other, isn't that nice? wasn't it better than taking drugs or stealing some people's things? doing criminals? They WON'T LIKE IT at all, will they? ...and I'm hanging out my friends isn't everyday, it's just like once or twice a month..and she's making a fuss about that and throwing tantrum at me? ....darn.........she really don't know how to make her daughter happy..It's not like I neve help her at home, I've tried to help her..but she just can't get enough of it, and very impatient about anything and get angry so oftenly over little things I did if it's not the way she want.
I'm really stuck here, and it's sucks..I really wanted to live somewhere..far away from her, sometimes.-_-;;; she thinks because she's stressed or depressed about something (well..some THING really DID happen in my family...something horrible...and I got the side effect of it......sucks..) then she'll just throw tantrum to every people at home. Will I be lilke her ? T_T I don't wanna be like her. no at all.nu-uh~..no sir no way. I hate it. I hate this kind of thing. really.
Ah fuck off...I could be ignorance. I want to know if I really become ignorance, what she'll do to me? hitting me again? thanks..really need that
anyway, today's fun enough (yeah..'course I don't have to be stuck alone at home with my mom around and this and that...) and meeting my dear dear friends...eating, drawing, ice-skating (lol...it was really fun..xD it's been a long time since last time I skate with friends ..XD ) ..and then play the Dance dance revolution, then eat ice cream and joking and chatting with them....really fun XD~~ hahaha.....
uploading some Miyavi's PV again..
Miyavi - Kimi ni Negai wo PV = download
Miyavi - Qoo Cuack Clock PV = download