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Have you ever gotten to a point when you realize through no desire or decision of your own, you have suddenly ended up at a point in your life where you have to start all over again..... and you're just ready to quit? To say who gives rats ass, and just let it all go to hell in a handbasket? When you're so apathetic, you don't even have the motivation to try and tackle obstacles you'd normally be able to hop over?
I realized the other day that I think I've almost come to that point. I'm so sick and frustrated at clawing and striving to get to the top of this metaphoric mountain we all seem to be climbing in our lives, only to get a boot to the face and slide back down to the base. I feel like I'm circling thru the trees at the base of the mountain hunting for a better place to climb up. But if I don't find one soon, I'm gonna quit and pitch camp right there. I just don't have the energy to climb anymore.
I better get a break soon, or I'm giving up.
I realized the other day that I think I've almost come to that point. I'm so sick and frustrated at clawing and striving to get to the top of this metaphoric mountain we all seem to be climbing in our lives, only to get a boot to the face and slide back down to the base. I feel like I'm circling thru the trees at the base of the mountain hunting for a better place to climb up. But if I don't find one soon, I'm gonna quit and pitch camp right there. I just don't have the energy to climb anymore.
I better get a break soon, or I'm giving up.