Mar 12, 2004 20:14
Ever feel like your life is a circus? You've got 3 different shows that you're sure someone thought up while smoking crack going on in 3 different rings while the announcer talks faster than an auctioneer in a deliberate attempt to confuse you?
I don't know if its just me or not, but i sure feel that way right now. I feel confused and stupid. Just when i feel im beginning to understand things, just when i've grasped a new concept, just when i feeling i'm actually getting somewhere, a whole other pile of shit drops into my lap and i have to go back to square one. I'm getting really tired of starting over. More importantly, I'm running out of the energy needed to continuosly start over. I've started having to tap my reserves, but once those are gone i'm screwed.
Anyone have any suggestions? I'd say chocolate but i don't think even the all mighty chocolate can fix this problem. Maybe i could just kill all the people i don't like? No. Kim wouldn't like that. She'd admonish me like a small child, give me an icee, and send me to my room. I'm running out of ideas people!