the same old thing
I don't even know how to put into words how I've been feeling lately. The ups and downs seem to occur more and more. I try to not let the "downs" show so much. So that means I tend to spend a lot of time in my room, when I'm not at work.
I also try to bury my thoughts when I read...Because when I read I'm too busy picturing what's happening in the plot, to let my thoughts of sadness creep in.
I try to tell myself that I'm content with being single...not happy...but content. Doesn't seem to work that well though. It's really depressing when I go on facebook, and everyone I know has pictures up from their freakin honeymoon...Most of these people are either one or two years older than me. I don't understand how they have found it, when I'm not even close.
Gosh I sound so pathetic...it also wouldn't hurt if I actually had friends here, so I could actually get out of this house when I wasn't at work.
I miss Rock Hill and that it involves.
Once again...I'M PATHETIC!
I also try to bury my thoughts when I read...Because when I read I'm too busy picturing what's happening in the plot, to let my thoughts of sadness creep in.
I try to tell myself that I'm content with being single...not happy...but content. Doesn't seem to work that well though. It's really depressing when I go on facebook, and everyone I know has pictures up from their freakin honeymoon...Most of these people are either one or two years older than me. I don't understand how they have found it, when I'm not even close.
Gosh I sound so pathetic...it also wouldn't hurt if I actually had friends here, so I could actually get out of this house when I wasn't at work.
I miss Rock Hill and that it involves.
Once again...I'M PATHETIC!