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Not a poem, but it's still a writing, so I'm gonna post it... Gosh, this is old.
--Would You Be With Me?--
Why are we still here? Where we started? I thought that things got better, different, as time went by..... But I guess I was once again wrong.....
The flirting is nice. But where's it going, if you're just going to stay the same? The same, where we can't go anywhere.
Huh. We. You might not even say there is a we. But I wish there was.
Do you?
I can't tell anymore.... You've asked me a lot if you weren't where you were, would I be with you? My answer, as always, was yes. What happened to that? I guess, as always, things in my love life just didn't want me to be happy....
Then, to my joy, you were supposed to get out of something that I was always told was a horror to you! I was so happy for you! I wouldn't have jumped on you in a second to get what I wanted, I would have given you some time, but I did want to atleast ease into it before I even asked. But I never even got a chance to start. Because you never got out. Now you say that you have so much happiness where you are......
Are you really that happy?
Please, tell me, who are you lying to?
To me, to them, or to her?
Not to be a bother, but my heart is in so much pain! I want to be with you so bad..... to see you where you are would break me apart. I'd run, cry, scream, break, damage, beat, and cut. But mostly, I'd bleed. Not from the wrist, or the ankles..... but from the heart.................
I think I might love you! What else could this be? My feelings for you have gone on for what now seems like forever, and standing next to you makes me shake with delight.... You're heart is so nice and sweet, cheeky but funny, devilish though angelic.... All these things make me quake.
Please, don't allow me to see you where you are! I want to help you so much, BUT YOU DON'T WANT MY HELP, you've told me many a time not even to try; so I don't, because that's what you want. If I saw you, I'd do as you said, but the tears would flow down my haunted face. In want of a savior, for you, and want of peace, for me.
What do you want? WHAT DO YOU WANT?! Tell me.... please........ Only then will I really be able to give it to you. I'd do anything to give it to you. Do you even realize that? I bet you don't. Probably, you don't think that anyone would do that for you, because you're stupid, ugly, evil, a loner, an outcast.
Well, I would do that for you. I think you're extreamly smart, gorgeous, one of the nicest people I've ever met, you're not the only person who's a loner, and if you don't wanna be an outcast, come and hang out with me. You would never be treated in such a way if you were with me. I promise you this.
I want to get to know you inside and out. Like, I want to know what made you so depressed and lead you to almost cutting yourself. If it was only because your family didn't pay attension to you, let me be your family. I could stare and listen to you all day. If it was because a past lover was striped away from your arms, let me comfort you. I want to fill the spot that was left empty. If it was because you were forced into where you are now..... let me help you. I'll do anything to get you out.
Why do you cut your hair so short? What made you choose the guitar as an instrument? What makes you smile the most? What are the desires of your heart? Where do you feel most comfortable? Would you even tell me these things, if I asked?
I hope you could..... I wish you would......... Just don't leave me here. If you can't be anything more, atleast stay my friend. It hurt the last time you did that...... I really don't want it to happen again. I've hurt to much to lose you again. There are too many tears I've cried, to much screaming of something I now know was a lie, and everyone may think that I like staying home alone, but I don't! I hate being alone! I don't want to be alone anymore!!!!!!!!! DO YOU HEAR ME?!?! I've been alone way too long; let the silence end..............
Whatever you choose, keep these things in mind. I don't want to be a bother, but I deserve a little bit of happiness. You do too. If you weren't where you were, would you be with me?
Would you be with me?
--The end--
--Would You Be With Me?--
Why are we still here? Where we started? I thought that things got better, different, as time went by..... But I guess I was once again wrong.....
The flirting is nice. But where's it going, if you're just going to stay the same? The same, where we can't go anywhere.
Huh. We. You might not even say there is a we. But I wish there was.
Do you?
I can't tell anymore.... You've asked me a lot if you weren't where you were, would I be with you? My answer, as always, was yes. What happened to that? I guess, as always, things in my love life just didn't want me to be happy....
Then, to my joy, you were supposed to get out of something that I was always told was a horror to you! I was so happy for you! I wouldn't have jumped on you in a second to get what I wanted, I would have given you some time, but I did want to atleast ease into it before I even asked. But I never even got a chance to start. Because you never got out. Now you say that you have so much happiness where you are......
Are you really that happy?
Please, tell me, who are you lying to?
To me, to them, or to her?
Not to be a bother, but my heart is in so much pain! I want to be with you so bad..... to see you where you are would break me apart. I'd run, cry, scream, break, damage, beat, and cut. But mostly, I'd bleed. Not from the wrist, or the ankles..... but from the heart.................
I think I might love you! What else could this be? My feelings for you have gone on for what now seems like forever, and standing next to you makes me shake with delight.... You're heart is so nice and sweet, cheeky but funny, devilish though angelic.... All these things make me quake.
Please, don't allow me to see you where you are! I want to help you so much, BUT YOU DON'T WANT MY HELP, you've told me many a time not even to try; so I don't, because that's what you want. If I saw you, I'd do as you said, but the tears would flow down my haunted face. In want of a savior, for you, and want of peace, for me.
What do you want? WHAT DO YOU WANT?! Tell me.... please........ Only then will I really be able to give it to you. I'd do anything to give it to you. Do you even realize that? I bet you don't. Probably, you don't think that anyone would do that for you, because you're stupid, ugly, evil, a loner, an outcast.
Well, I would do that for you. I think you're extreamly smart, gorgeous, one of the nicest people I've ever met, you're not the only person who's a loner, and if you don't wanna be an outcast, come and hang out with me. You would never be treated in such a way if you were with me. I promise you this.
I want to get to know you inside and out. Like, I want to know what made you so depressed and lead you to almost cutting yourself. If it was only because your family didn't pay attension to you, let me be your family. I could stare and listen to you all day. If it was because a past lover was striped away from your arms, let me comfort you. I want to fill the spot that was left empty. If it was because you were forced into where you are now..... let me help you. I'll do anything to get you out.
Why do you cut your hair so short? What made you choose the guitar as an instrument? What makes you smile the most? What are the desires of your heart? Where do you feel most comfortable? Would you even tell me these things, if I asked?
I hope you could..... I wish you would......... Just don't leave me here. If you can't be anything more, atleast stay my friend. It hurt the last time you did that...... I really don't want it to happen again. I've hurt to much to lose you again. There are too many tears I've cried, to much screaming of something I now know was a lie, and everyone may think that I like staying home alone, but I don't! I hate being alone! I don't want to be alone anymore!!!!!!!!! DO YOU HEAR ME?!?! I've been alone way too long; let the silence end..............
Whatever you choose, keep these things in mind. I don't want to be a bother, but I deserve a little bit of happiness. You do too. If you weren't where you were, would you be with me?
Would you be with me?
--The end--