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A little mroe awake. Pretty sleepy, feel nice and calm, just a day to do nothing. Face never swelled:D yet.... If im good i might go to school tomorrow...yeah right completly pointless. I have no work to do for (well not much) monday and i have the next three days off. I really jsut feel like doing things my way for a while, get some me time. Someone argued with me about that not being a word or words. People might be doing stuff this weekend but I probably wont go, If im interested i'll call.
With some honesty i never realised how noisy our group is it was peaceful for once today. It was nice to hear jen l say it will be to quite without me and crys say she'd miss, it made me really thankful to hear something like that from my friends, like something good to hear, despite i would only be gone two days. We dont realise how critical we are to each other in our group and it hurts because to be around you guys if we arent doing something the only thing you hear from each other is critisms. ive heard it from several people and i agreed with it and i dont think until danielle menitoned thats the one thing she doesnt miss of our group that I envied that thought. I dont think its good that i feel disapointed withhow we all treat each other sometimes. Like i know i cant speak for myself, this is our group and you guys are great either way. I suppose though everyone has their flaws and we could all have much worse ones. Really I think our grouos is one of the better ones if we use them in the right way. We all learn our own way i guess though.
Sorry again to Leah, Danielle and whoever else might have been there at baskins. I didnt know who was there and didnt have anyone's cell, so didnt know who to inform that I wasnt gonig to make it. I left a message with crystal's sister to pass on but evidently it got only so far. I hope you enjoyed yourselves either way.
Feels like november for some reason. See you all monday.
With some honesty i never realised how noisy our group is it was peaceful for once today. It was nice to hear jen l say it will be to quite without me and crys say she'd miss, it made me really thankful to hear something like that from my friends, like something good to hear, despite i would only be gone two days. We dont realise how critical we are to each other in our group and it hurts because to be around you guys if we arent doing something the only thing you hear from each other is critisms. ive heard it from several people and i agreed with it and i dont think until danielle menitoned thats the one thing she doesnt miss of our group that I envied that thought. I dont think its good that i feel disapointed withhow we all treat each other sometimes. Like i know i cant speak for myself, this is our group and you guys are great either way. I suppose though everyone has their flaws and we could all have much worse ones. Really I think our grouos is one of the better ones if we use them in the right way. We all learn our own way i guess though.
Sorry again to Leah, Danielle and whoever else might have been there at baskins. I didnt know who was there and didnt have anyone's cell, so didnt know who to inform that I wasnt gonig to make it. I left a message with crystal's sister to pass on but evidently it got only so far. I hope you enjoyed yourselves either way.
Feels like november for some reason. See you all monday.