May 19, 2005 20:06
i dont know what to do
Its 8 oclock and i havnmt touched my painting at all. Dont think i put it off because i got distracted.
I just dont want to touch it.
Like i know ill ruin it but i could get in big shit for not doing stuff, like this is an exam its really big i need to do the other things, but i would regret painting over it, this is like the first painting of mine i like. Yes i know its not even my idea because its supposed to be someone elses, and i hated the idea that we had to paint other peoples styles but i admit it was a good chance to try other recniques and i know i can find flaws but for some reason i like it and i cant really care if she fails me.
I could yes just make another one, the third starry night within a week but that would take to long.
I think ill just take some of my canvases and paint the other pictures seperatly on them
That would totally kill the whole point of the assignment though where we are supposed to combine other peoples paintings to make a new one with meaning
But hey its my art and its still something. See thats my problem do i do what im not supposed to do and risk failing art for the sake of not touching my thing, or go ahead and screw it up and get an ok mark.
I still hsve to to right the essay to eek forgot, ill do it at lunch or maybe skip some morning classes.
Oh well its jsut a painting its not worth a mark and jen l already took pictures of it before when i was painting it that i could use in my portfolio. its not that special oh well at least theres a painting filling it so it wont look empty or having any spaces. Say goodbye to the painting. here goes nothing. wish me luck. as always in art class another painting goes unfinished. Ill be on later perhaps to start the written. Lets take a jump and see what breaks